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c3po

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May 5, 2026
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But what is someone (Ledger) trying to achieve by taking such large quantities (and so many different types) of benzos and opioids if not suicide?

If you want to knock yourself out for whatever reason, you don't need as much—and, above all, you don't need as many different types.
 
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wakeawake

Member
Jun 18, 2026
37
I really badly want and wish this method to be valid - it is quite similar to what I had been planning for (a major amount of benzo and opiate).

I am just wondering what people's thoughts are as to the input in the opiate method thread as to that opiates even in best case are supposedly only 3-6% chance of succeeding.

I am NOT trying to be cynical about this I intend this as my method also. But I am trying hard to explore as in detail as possible, as I need a method where it's at least a majority chance it will work.
 
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peacebenow

Too much has happened.
Apr 26, 2026
558
I wonder what he would think knowing a method was named after him. So tragic. I remember the day he passed so clearly as I was working down the street from his apartment and the ambulances rushed outside our windows.
 
nettspend

nettspend

I imagine Icarus laughing as he falls
Jun 23, 2026
73
I really badly want and wish this method to be valid - it is quite similar to what I had been planning for (a major amount of benzo and opiate).

I am just wondering what people's thoughts are as to the input in the opiate method thread as to that opiates even in best case are supposedly only 3-6% chance of succeeding.

I am NOT trying to be cynical about this I intend this as my method also. But I am trying hard to explore as in detail as possible, as I need a method where it's at least a majority chance it will work.
Maybe will this post of mine answer some of your questions: https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/heath-ledger-method-or-fent.247128/post-3515913
 
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[gbd8]

New Member
Jun 25, 2026
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Another interesting research.

Propranolol might significantly help with the consequences of adrenaline.
Purging common symptoms of amygdala hyperactivity like sweaty palms, shortness of breath and chest tightness. And of course, as any person here with SN knowledge knows, it prevents tachycardia (the racing of the heart)

So I absolutely recommend to take 100-200mg of Propranolol together with a Kitty-flip (MDMA first + Ketamine after 4-5 hours)

The propranolol should be consumed roughly 15-20 Minutes before taking the "Ledger drink", because it puts a heavy toll on your blood system and might lead to you passing out quickly before you can take the drink.

Under a normal Kitty-flip this behavior can not be observed.

Please do not combine all three drugs if you are NOT sure about dying. This alone might cause you to collapse and cause significant liver damage.

Be sure in what you do. This might ruin your life
permanently!!!



I also want to reiterate that ketamine and MDMA massively help to reduce any type of SI for any CTB method.

Further research into the topic showed me just what type of impact it has on your Amygdala's connection to the rest of the brain. Also, very much proven in a self-experiment. I was absolutely ready to take the "Ledger drink" if I wasn't flipping with 2 other people. My usual reaction of a "panic" reaction going from the stomach up to the brain completely stopped. I was unable to react with any significant negative emotions to the thought of my own mortality in any way.

MDMA drastically decreases reactivity inside the amygdala while also increasing the connection between the amygdala and the hippocampus which forces the amygdala to stop signaling fear and allowing your hippocampus to "witness" memories without any emotional charge. So you basically can stare at the "ledger drink" fully knowing that you will die drinking that and not feel anything. Maybe even an intense sense of euphoria due to the serotonin, dopamine and norepinephrine overdose in your brain. Usually due to the amygdala going absolutely crazy on the Hippocampus making it struggle to put anything into context, you would feel massive fear towards ending your own life.
Due to the increased functional connection they basically are "synchronized" now and the hippocampus makes sure that the amygdala does not trigger a physical panic response towards any outside event.

This combines well with the Ketamine that massively reduces neural reactivity across the entire connection between the amygdala and hippocampus which causes the amygdala to be highly isolated from the rest of the neural system.



And yet another research that I will get myself into will be the effect of LSD and Psilocybin on fear response.
While clinical studies suggest that it got a lot of positive effects on the fear response there is too much variability between each trip. I took 300ug LSD roughly a month ago and while I did have a very insightful trip I would not dare say that my fear was reduced in any significant way. Then again, this is an anecdotal answer. This may vary widely from person to person and also significantly depends on the LSD dosage. 300ug is already quite a lot. 100ug might lead to different results.

I will attempt an Ali-flip this weekend (LSD + MDMA + 2C-B) and maybe a quantum flip (LSD + MDMA + Psilocybin + Ketamine) with additional 2C-B.

2C-B Is great to dampen the extreme come down from these drugs.

You will soon hear from me again :>

Thank you for reading. I am quite impressed with the results of my research and especially my self-experiment. I was not aware that it was possible to reduce SI to this extreme extent.
Have a wonderful rest of the day and I hope I was able to make you manage your SI now


Disclaimer: Drugs are still drugs. Please do not treat them like candy. They have intense effects on your entire bodily system and especially affect your psychological system. You may come out worse than before!

All this research specifically focuses on drug usage for CTB purposes. In those scenarios bodily functioning does not matter anymore.
Doing this just for the "fun of it" will most definitely make your life worse than before
I want to say thank you for the research you've done, I've found it extremely valuable, but I want to follow up on your discovery that Ket and MDMA help inhibit SI. From the way you describe it, this discovery seems pretty groundbreaking for it's universal applicability and effectiveness. I'm already planning to order the two drugs from DH after reading this, but I was hoping you could elaborate as much as possible on the protocol you used to achieve this SI inhibiting effect (i.e. dosages and timings) and anything else you think might be valuable.

Thanks again!
 

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