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[Steve3PO]

Been having suicidal thoughts and recently put a rope around my closet door nob and flung the rope over the door. I know it will work.

still trying to write a good note for my family and friends.. not much I will be leaving anybody. But something to tell them something.

 

[Soul]

Hello @Steve3PO. I'm sorry about everything that's led you to contemplate such things. Do you want to talk about your situation at all? People here are very good listeners.

 

[Steve3PO]

life Is just so joyless now. I vaguely remember being 'happy' but it's not that way anymore.

 

[k75]

life Is just so joyless now. I vaguely remember being 'happy' but it's not that way anymore.

It's a horrible feeling, isn't it? Or lack of feeling... life with no rewards. I spent almost all of 2019 suffering such extreme anhedonia, even food lost its flavor. Nothing was fun or pleasurable anymore, and all the joy was just drained out of my life.

Recently, little things have started to creep back in. I'm not getting too hopeful yet, but the condition might be improving, at least. I'm telling you this to show you that even though you feel like this now, maybe it isn't forever.

 

[televised_suicide]

I can't infer much from what you wrote because it lacks some historical context. But from what I can see, it leans more towards being an impulsive decision.

I recommend you have a breather, and if you want to chat, there are plenty of people here willing to lend an ear!

 

[Mm80]

I can't infer much from what you wrote because it lacks some historical context. But from what I can see, it leans more towards being an impulsive decision.

I recommend you have a breather for now, and if you want to chat, there's plenty of people here willing to lend an ear!
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Agree very much with this post, please take your time and maybe interact with this forum and see how things go.
And welcome. You will meet many like minded people here who will understand and not judge you.
Thanks

 

[WhiteEyes]

Sorry life has got like this for you. If you want to stick around and chat, maybe give more context to your unhappiness we might be able to help.

 

[ClonesAnnoyMe]

We're all here to listen man
I always ask this to people but have you tried smoking pot? If you're ready to ctb I think it's okay to do drugs that's my philosophy aslong as it doesn't harm anyone else

Please talk to us before you decide anything, don't do anything out of impulse

If you need someone to talk to feel free to PM
Sending you good energy