As my time gets closer I'm getting more and more nervous about failing. I have a lot of what is recommended as far as meds for sn and I'll be doing the fasting. It's just every time I see a failed attempt thread for sn I get a little more nervous. I'm not that worried about the process and discomfort. It all has to work, I can't fail. I don't want to wake up in the hospital being treated like a criminal. I have plenty of sn to make a few glasses. Im trying not to overthink things.
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FrozenMango
Hello from the other side
- Aug 16, 2022
- 184
The threads about failed attempts can be educational. Learn from them. Understand what went wrong and avoid it
Euthanza
Self Righteous Suicide
- Jun 9, 2022
- 1,446
I'm definitely. Some mornings my anxiety gets worse and I start overthinking.
hellispink
poisonous
- May 26, 2022
- 1,234
Anxiety is ending me too. I can't stop overthinking. I can't even sleep. However, I will fight my mind if I have to.
Yeah anxiety and depression are horrible. I'm going to devastate my family but they will eventually understand that I couldn't go on like this
thebunny
be what they fear.
- Aug 19, 2022
- 227
as someone who will exit by SN soon, i feel you.
however, as i'm reading the threads of failed attempts, i've concluded two things on why it failed:
- they didn't manage to drink a second dose of SN after vomiting their first dose.
- a family member/friend found them too soon OR their SI kicked in and called for help.
i hope you find your peace soon. i know it's hard and it's a constant battle. best wishes to you.
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 48,571
I understand having the fear of failing ctb but of course many people have succeeded with SN. I envy those who die from this method, they are lucky as they cannot suffer anymore. I'm sorry that you have so much anxiety about ctb. We have already suffered enough without this, if only there is an option to just never wake again and not have to plan any methods. I hope that you find relief from what you are going through. Best wishes.Similar threads
