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desperate321

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Hi, is there really no way to get nembutal? I am in northern europe.
 
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hell toupee

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Not sure about this, but I had heard that they don't really manufacture the stuff as much as they used to, so it's hard to get your hands on.

I think your best shot for something like this would be the dark web. Which means you would have to deal with the possibility that you could get scammed out of some crypto, receive a bunk product, or risk possibly getting in trouble with law enforcement. Might also be found in South American countries - I live in the US and I remember the Heaven's Gate cult where they all committed suicide by taking Nembutal - they were in Southern CA and had like 1,000 pills that they had purchased from veterinarians in Mexico (not sure if it still is, but they used to use it for euthanasia for animals in MX), but that was more than 20 years ago. It's not that simple these days.

I and many others wish we could source it as well - no question it is the holy grail for those who want a peaceful exit from this world.
 
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As of 2025, I've heard that obtaining Nembutal is extremely difficult.
 
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dummundnaiv

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I searched some darknet marketplaces and couldnt find anything that not looked super scammy.
 
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Forveleth

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I think your best shot for something like this would be the dark web.
It is not sold on the dark web at all. Anyone claiming to is a scammer.
 
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Not sure about this, but I had heard that they don't really manufacture the stuff as much as they used to, so it's hard to get your hands on.

I think your best shot for something like this would be the dark web. Which means you would have to deal with the possibility that you could get scammed out of some crypto, receive a bunk product, or risk possibly getting in trouble with law enforcement. Might also be found in South American countries - I live in the US and I remember the Heaven's Gate cult where they all committed suicide by taking Nembutal - they were in Southern CA and had like 1,000 pills that they had purchased from veterinarians in Mexico (not sure if it still is, but they used to use it for euthanasia for animals in MX), but that was more than 20 years ago. It's not that simple these days.

I and many others wish we could source it as well - no question it is the holy grail for those who want a peaceful exit from this world.
this real life story shows how reliable barbiturates like Nembutal are . i just read up on the heaven's gate cult . all 39 people commited suicide together at the same time , and all 39 died and they used each from 2 to 4 grams of barbiturates estimated.

this real life story also shows how it's possible to program or brainwash the brain to believe almost anything .

they used pills each containing 100 mg. so each person took many pills . it's much easier to drink the liquid Nembutal that D sold.

Marylin Monroe took 20-50 Nembutal pills each containing 100mg . so from 2 to 5 grams Nembutal in pills .

Different barbiturates have varying potencies and half-lives. Nembutal, a short-acting barbiturate, is more potent than longer-acting ones like phenobarbital, so the lethal dose range depends on the specific drug. For Nembutal, medical literature suggests 2 grams can be fatal in some cases, while higher doses (up to 10 grams) ensure lethality in most individuals.

In intentional overdoses, like suicides, individuals often take significantly more than the minimum lethal dose to ensure death, which contributes to the upper end of the range. Medical sources, such as toxicology reports, note that doses in suicides often exceed 5 grams to guarantee a fatal outcome, while accidental overdoses might occur at lower doses.
 
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Not sure about this, but I had heard that they don't really manufacture the stuff as much as they used to, so it's hard to get your hands on.

I think your best shot for something like this would be the dark web. Which means you would have to deal with the possibility that you could get scammed out of some crypto, receive a bunk product, or risk possibly getting in trouble with law enforcement. Might also be found in South American countries - I live in the US and I remember the Heaven's Gate cult where they all committed suicide by taking Nembutal - they were in Southern CA and had like 1,000 pills that they had purchased from veterinarians in Mexico (not sure if it still is, but they used to use it for euthanasia for animals in MX), but that was more than 20 years ago. It's not that simple these days.

I and many others wish we could source it as well - no question it is the holy grail for those who want a peaceful exit from this world.
it was phenobarbital, not nembutal
 
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it was phenobarbital, not nembutal
Yes but both are barbiturates . Nembutal is more potent and faster acting the perfect suicide drug.

Different barbiturates have varying potencies and half-lives. Secobarbital and Nembutal, short-acting barbiturates, are more potent than longer-acting ones like phenobarbital, so the lethal dose range depends on the specific drug. For secobarbital and Nembutal , medical literature suggests 2 grams can be fatal in some cases, while higher doses (up to 10 grams) ensure lethality in most individuals.

Nembutal (pentobarbital) and secobarbital are quite similar in potency

i give the edge to Nembutal . or pentobarbital, studies note a minimum lethal dose of around 1–2 grams for sensitive individuals, with 5–10 grams being reliably fatal.
 
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hell toupee

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it was phenobarbital, not nembutal

I might be wrong, as I'm not an expert on the subject, but I believe Nembutal is pentobarbital - a phenotype of phenobarbital.

Pentobarbital is simply shorter acting and more acute, whereas phenobarbital is longer acting, like time release.

Ideally, pentobarbital (Nembutal) would be ideal, but I would imagine phenobarbital would also do the trick if you took enough of it, or simply potentiated it with alcohol.
this real life story shows how reliable barbiturates like Nembutal are . i just read up on the heaven's gate cult . all 39 people commited suicide together at the same time , and all 39 died and they used each from 2 to 4 grams of barbiturates estimated.

this real life story also shows how it's possible to program or brainwash the brain to believe almost anything .

they used pills each containing 100 mg. so each person took many pills . it's much easier to drink the liquid Nembutal that D sold.

Marylin Monroe took 20-50 Nembutal pills each containing 100mg . so from 2 to 5 grams Nembutal in pills .

Different barbiturates have varying potencies and half-lives. Nembutal, a short-acting barbiturate, is more potent than longer-acting ones like phenobarbital, so the lethal dose range depends on the specific drug. For Nembutal, medical literature suggests 2 grams can be fatal in some cases, while higher doses (up to 10 grams) ensure lethality in most individuals.

In intentional overdoses, like suicides, individuals often take significantly more than the minimum lethal dose to ensure death, which contributes to the upper end of the range. Medical sources, such as toxicology reports, note that doses in suicides often exceed 5 grams to guarantee a fatal outcome, while accidental overdoses might occur at lower doses.

Yes, no question that barbituates would be the holy grail.

I believe most euthanasia programs, where they exist legally, use pentobarbital exclusively.
It is not sold on the dark web at all. Anyone claiming to is a scammer.

While I don't necessarily believe in absolutes, good to know.
 
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this real life story shows how reliable barbiturates like Nembutal are . i just read up on the heaven's gate cult . all 39 people commited suicide together at the same time , and all 39 died and they used each from 2 to 4 grams of barbiturates estimated.

this real life story also shows how it's possible to program or brainwash the brain to believe almost anything .

they used pills each containing 100 mg. so each person took many pills . it's much easier to drink the liquid Nembutal that D sold.

Marylin Monroe took 20-50 Nembutal pills each containing 100mg . so from 2 to 5 grams Nembutal in pills .

Different barbiturates have varying potencies and half-lives. Nembutal, a short-acting barbiturate, is more potent than longer-acting ones like phenobarbital, so the lethal dose range depends on the specific drug. For Nembutal, medical literature suggests 2 grams can be fatal in some cases, while higher doses (up to 10 grams) ensure lethality in most individuals.

In intentional overdoses, like suicides, individuals often take significantly more than the minimum lethal dose to ensure death, which contributes to the upper end of the range. Medical sources, such as toxicology reports, note that doses in suicides often exceed 5 grams to guarantee a fatal outcome, while accidental overdoses might occur at lower doses.
NRM or new religious movements prove how gullible human beings are and how easy it is to start a cult. The People's Temple leader Jim Jones essentially convinced 900 people to commit mass suicide in 1978.
 
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this real life story shows how reliable barbiturates like Nembutal are . i just read up on the heaven's gate cult . all 39 people commited suicide together at the same time , and all 39 died and they used each from 2 to 4 grams of barbiturates estimated.

this real life story also shows how it's possible to program or brainwash the brain to believe almost anything .

they used pills each containing 100 mg. so each person took many pills . it's much easier to drink the liquid Nembutal that D sold.

Marylin Monroe took 20-50 Nembutal pills each containing 100mg . so from 2 to 5 grams Nembutal in pills .

Different barbiturates have varying potencies and half-lives. Nembutal, a short-acting barbiturate, is more potent than longer-acting ones like phenobarbital, so the lethal dose range depends on the specific drug. For Nembutal, medical literature suggests 2 grams can be fatal in some cases, while higher doses (up to 10 grams) ensure lethality in most individuals.

In intentional overdoses, like suicides, individuals often take significantly more than the minimum lethal dose to ensure death, which contributes to the upper end of the range. Medical sources, such as toxicology reports, note that doses in suicides often exceed 5 grams to guarantee a fatal outcome, while accidental overdoses might occur at lower doses.
To kill themselves, members took phenobarbital mixed with apple sauce or pudding and washed it down with vodka. After ingesting the mix, they secured plastic bags around their heads to induce asphyxiation.
Thats the info i got about the suicides
 

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