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I've done my fair share of research. And from my knowledge nembutal is very difficult to access in the uk. Sn is somewhat more accessible. But I've heard it's quite uncomfortable and painful, and I would much prefer my exit being more swift and peaceful. It's honestly so unfair and upsetting. I've considered other methods like partial hanging and the train method. But partial hanging would likely also be uncomfortable, and with the train method. Well, I wouldn't wanna traumatise a bunch of innocent people. Lol. If anyone reading this knows of any ways for me to obtain nembutal, or can recommend me other peaceful methods. Please do so, and I would really appreciate it. God bless anyone reading this. ❤️
 
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uklad38

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I don't think SN is that uncomfortable from what I've read if you take the other things along with it.

I've been searching quite a while and Nembutal seems impossible to get in the uk or and Ireland.

I've ordered SN just awaiting delivery. I don't think you'll get Nembutal
 
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I don't think SN is that uncomfortable from what I've read if you take the other things along with it.

I've been searching quite a while and Nembutal seems impossible to get in the uk or and Ireland.

I've ordered SN just awaiting delivery. I don't think you'll get Nembutal
Ah well that really sucks I guess.. But thank you for your response. ❤️
 
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I've done my fair share of research. And from my knowledge nembutal is very difficult to access in the uk. Sn is somewhat more accessible. But I've heard it's quite uncomfortable and painful, and I would much prefer my exit being more swift and peaceful. It's honestly so unfair and upsetting. I've considered other methods like partial hanging and the train method. But partial hanging would likely also be uncomfortable, and with the train method. Well, I wouldn't wanna traumatise a bunch of innocent people. Lol. If anyone reading this knows of any ways for me to obtain nembutal, or can recommend me other peaceful methods. Please do so, and I would really appreciate it. God bless anyone reading this. ❤️
I feel like a lot of us going for SN prefers Nembutal, as it's sort of the holy grail method in the PPH. Unfortunately it's basically impossible to obtain at least in any European or North American country, since they've all caught on that people are using it to CTB. I have heard of people getting it if they are a veterinarian themselves or is friends with one (who is willing to support your CTBing decision ofc). Outside of the vet industry I don't think it's used or sold anywhere.
 
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Apr 3, 2026
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I have heard of people getting it if they are a veterinarian themselves or is friends with one (who is willing to support your CTBing decision ofc). Outside of the vet industry I don't think it's used or sold anywhere.
LF veterinarian friend.

jokes aside won't that harm them in stead? like isnt that attempt for assisting?
 
KristineMC

KristineMC

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LF veterinarian friend.

jokes aside won't that harm them in stead? like isnt that attempt for assisting?
What I heard is that they would definitely know or suspect what you're using it for. There's not really a legitimate excuse you can use to ask a vet for Nembutal since even in the vet world it's only used for anesthesia or euthanasia ("oh I want to euthanize my dog at home" isn't believable). I don't know if it would get them in trouble. If they knew and still gave it to you that's probably assisting, otherwise it might be negligence.
 
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Forever Sleep

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A lot of the Nembutal sellers out there seem to be scammers by what I've seen here. I believe some people have actually travelled themselves to countries where it's more available but then- there's still the risk of getting it back through customs. If a person uses it abroad- that leaves their family the worry of getting their body back.

I suspect for both SN and N- finding a source within this country would be very difficult- unless you can prove you work for a company with a legitimate need for it.

Which leaves trying to source it abroad and trying to get it sent through customs. A lot of people in the UK seem to be getting welfare checks while trying to obtain SN now. I think the authorities are far more aware of it now- and those who send it here.
 

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