need to go tonight

[somuchpain1]

Have SN but no AE
thinking drowning - ocean or bay

 

[Graytaichi]

Do u know how to swim. If yes , please abort the mission. I personally tried it , your SI will not allow that.

 

[somuchpain1]

I do but am so injured and weak
I don't know if I could make it back out. What happened to you

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry you are suffering. To me, drowning does sound like an awful way to go, I know that I could never ctb that way but I wish you the best in whatever happens.

 

[Kristicide]

Drowning isn't peaceful. It burns your insides, creates tons of panic from SI. I say SN would be better imo.

 

[Sherri]

Please that's one of the most horrible ways to go, that and burning. Please think this well through. sorry For your pain. Hope you can find peace whatever that path is.

 

[myopybyproxy]

take sn and then go in the water?

 

[somuchpain1]

thanks everyone. I just don't know. I just want to get swept away and it sucks!
because it's not emotional well it's sad but it's because I can't love this physical life any longer.

 

[Rabbit50]

Do u know how to swim. If yes , please abort the mission. I personally tried it , your SI will not allow that.

I would agree with you, but I've just been reading about a lady in the UK who often swam in the sea near her home with her husband. One day, she was seen on the beach with her head in her hands, then just walked in to the sea and was later found face down in the water, having drowned. I'm so envious and wonder how she managed to do it.