need someone to talk to

[atlanticus0_0]

i keep seeing hearing these hallucinations telling me ill suffer eternally unless i die before a certain date
well im trying to decide if i shud die is there anyone who can listen to me talk abt without discouraging me?
im 100% certain its all real im just not sure when the date is so i might be past it already

 

[Nocturna]

Hi, you can talk to me if you want

 

[HangMan123]

i keep seeing hearing these hallucinations telling me ill suffer eternally unless i die before a certain date
well im trying to decide if i shud die is there anyone who can listen to me talk abt without discouraging me?
im 100% certain its all real im just not sure when the date is so i might be past it already

Are you 100% sure, though? In a previous post you said that, logically, somewhere in the 'back' of your brain, you know that these voices aren't real. Have you changed your mind—or—are you just trying to convince yourself otherwise?
I'd offer to listen, but I'd be discourage you, so you probably want someone else.
On a different note, are you religious by any chance? If so, what religion?

Also, sorry if any of this is prying/too probing, let me know if it is and I'll understand.