Need a good solid way

[ClairyFairy]

My head is killing me, I feel sick all the time and the social worker and drs appointments feel so intrusive I need to get out of here. I can't cope with their help. I think I'm going to be sick all the time. I just want a way out. I can't find sn to buy anywhere. I felt better knowing I had it, now I know I can't hack another partial attempt I feel caged in. There is nothing I can do that would kill me. I've tried my best. The pains in my chest are unbearable