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KlMeNw

KlMeNw

They killed me at seven, I just didn't know it- Me
Dec 15, 2021
195
Name the monster/demon inside you. Then briefly tell how it torments you....

Mine is named "The Grey Whisperer." - He constantly sows doubt and fear in me. He sends unwanted and awful thoughts racing through my head and has caused me to lose my sense of self and identity.
 
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Noctis

Noctis

I wish I'd done it years ago
Dec 15, 2021
308
I don't really have a name for my demons. It's just my voice in my head telling me that there's no point in any of this.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,623
For me the demon is not inside of me, for me the problem is life. Existence itself is the cause of all suffering and it hurts me being alive. The fact that there is no limit as to how bad things can get terrifies me. I never asked to be here and I do not belong in this world. I am tormented as I have to experience this life.
 
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Marktheghost

Marktheghost

Paragon
Feb 20, 2020
911
Shyness, or lack of social skills. It destroys any chance of me ever developing good relationships with people or ever having a reliable source of company or ever building anything resembling a social life. I've not had a friend since about 2003 and not had a girlfriend for even longer! And I've never had a good friend!
 
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Crazy4u

Crazy4u

Enlightened
Sep 29, 2021
1,318
it is not just 1 demon. There are plenty. The worst part is they don't kill me. They get me hurt slowly. very slowly
 
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PDAnnie2610

Waiting for my bus.
Oct 27, 2019
701
Many but the worst is BPD. It turns me into a monster as I can only cry at being isolated.