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suicidebiddybyebye

Six million ways to die, choose one
Nov 19, 2021
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I doubt you'll get many success stories from people who are dead.
 
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Smart No More

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If its to be believed I've definitely read posts here saying that people have done it without AE's. It's been suggested that there's less chance of vomiting with N than SN. I'd say don't take the risk myself. Just not worth it IMHO.


Are you struggling to get AE's or do you prefer not to use them?
 
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suicidebiddybyebye

Six million ways to die, choose one
Nov 19, 2021
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No. Wasn't really dipping my toe in necromancy, just want to know if is viable.
Just use antiemetics, they're really not hard to get a hold of. Would you really want to risk vomiting what could be a lethal dose and end up with permanent brain damage if only some of the N was digested?
 
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Just use antiemetics, they're really not hard to get a hold of. Would you really want to risk vomiting what could be a lethal dose and end up with permanent brain damage if only some of the N was digested?
N is neuro protective, failure won't result in brain damage
 
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I would never chance taking N without an antiemetic, why risk all that money you'd spent? Dignitas give clients an antiemetic first it's obviously the best way to do it.
 
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cloudb685

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If its to be believed I've definitely read posts here saying that people have done it without AE's. It's been suggested that there's less chance of vomiting with N than SN. I'd say don't take the risk myself. Just not worth it IMHO.


Are you struggling to get AE's or do you prefer not to use them

If its to be believed I've definitely read posts here saying that people have done it without AE's. It's been suggested that there's less chance of vomiting with N than SN. I'd say don't take the risk myself. Just not worth it IMHO.


Are you struggling to get AE's or do you prefer not to use them?
Can get AE. But would require waiting. Am in frame of mind to do it presently (am drunk and in pit of despair, the drink has given me half a set of balls). Have fear of failure. Failure would multiply already insurmountable problems & transfer them to multiple - currently unaware, and wholly undeserving - people.
 
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Smart No More

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May 5, 2021
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Can get AE. But would require waiting. Am in frame of mind to do it presently (am drunk and in pit of despair, the drink has given me half a set of balls). Have fear of failure. Failure would multiply already insurmountable problems & transfer them to multiple - currently unaware, and wholly undeserving - people.
Much higher chance to vomit if you've been drinking too. I get it. But now is not the right time for you. Shit as things may be.
 
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Can get AE. But would require waiting. Am in frame of mind to do it presently (am drunk and in pit of despair, the drink has given me half a set of balls). Have fear of failure. Failure would multiply already insurmountable problems & transfer them to multiple - currently unaware, and wholly undeserving - people.
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Much higher chance to vomit if you've been drinking too. I get it. But now is not the right time for you. Shit as things may b
Much higher chance to vomit if you've been drinking too. I get it. But now is not the right time for you. Shit as things may b
Have read booze expedites things?
 
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Have read booze expedites things?
Alcohol potentiates N but if you have a belly full of booze that's more likely to cause vomiting than taking a shot or whatever after drinking the N. As you're concerned about failing (understandably) and don't have antiemetics and have been drinking it would be unwise to drink vetinary N at this moment. You would be creating the best circumstances for the failure you're fearful of. I'm no authority on the subject so take my advice as you will. I'm just trying to help. I feel your pain man!
 
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Alcohol potentiates N but if you have a belly full of booze that's more likely to cause vomiting than taking a shot or whatever after drinking the N. As you're concerned about failing (understandably) and don't have antiemetics and have been drinking it would be unwise to drink vetinary N at this moment. You would be creating the best circumstances for the failure you're fearful of. I'm no authority on the subject so take my advice as you will. I'm just trying to help. I feel your pain man!
Fair comment.X
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Fuck. I don't know you, or anyone here, but I'm just so so sad. Through the meat of me to the bottom of my bones. I just want it to end. I thought buying N would be the thing, the easy trick, no pain, no fear, guaranteed ticket to ride. Turns out I'm a giant pussy ontop of being a complete failure. I gotta just gamble but I can't fucking do it.
 
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It's there when you get things in order. Take some solace from that. Make your plans and get prepped. In the meantime take a breath and know that it will end. Just knowing that can be cathartic enough to go on for a bit once you can embrace it. I get the fear of not being able to go through with it, it's something we all have to tussle with. I think it's fair to say that doing so whilst drunk is going to bring out some heavy emotions. I hope for tomorrow to bring you a little more clarity and some relief from your immediate strain. Get some sleep. Eat if you can.
 
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Fuck. I don't know you, or anyone here, but I'm just so so sad. Through the meat of me to the bottom of my bones. I just want it to end. I thought buying N would be the thing, the easy trick, no pain, no fear, guaranteed ticket to ride. Turns out I'm a giant pussy ontop of being a complete failure. I gotta just gamble but I can't fucking do it.
Hey man, I feel you. I Got N a bit over a month ago, i've thought, "today's my day" many times. Even posted a goodbye thread a week or so ago thinking i could do it.

SI is a real bitch, as hypocritical as it is for me to say, try to be kind to yourself. CTB is not as easy as saying you'll do it.

As someone else mentioned alcohol can increase the chance of vomiting if you've drank a lot. It does speed up time to death but N already has 10%/ml of alcohol in it, so quite a bit. I saw a thread detailing 20+ people who did NOT use an AE, they all CTB, only two of which vomited but it still worked. You should try to still use an AE if you can, it also speeds up gastric emptying, making it work faster.

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Thanks.
The SI is hope the shitship can be turned around I guess.
 

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