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lookingformywife

Member
Dec 3, 2021
21
I got N from D and I wanted to do a test

I have had 1.5 ml and I don't feel much to be honest. Should I have more ? Is it going to take long to kick in ? It's been 30 min already. I just want this test to prove it works where I am put to sleep and I'll do the real deal in a few days and then it doesn't feel foreign since I've already sort of done it. Please help.

Should I do more ?
Ok I had 0.5 ml more and I'm now at 2 ml
2 ml and not much. Should I do 0.5 more ?
 
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Toxic Positivity

Toxic Positivity

At my own pace
Feb 11, 2022
95
Another way to test what you have is with a barbiturate testing kit. Exit International sells such a kit on its site, as well as a presumably more advanced kit that has you send a sample to the lab they use.

N is supposed to work within minutes. Be safe.
 
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lookingformywife

Member
Dec 3, 2021
21
yes, I already tested it with the testing kit and it came out positive.

I am now at 2.5 ml and not much.
 
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Graytaichi

Wizard
Feb 14, 2022
606
Dont test then it became a reality. Why not wait till u are sure then decide to take it once and for all.
 
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lookingformywife

Member
Dec 3, 2021
21
I ended up feeling real drowsy after 3 ml, it was different from alcohol because you can't tell that you are high. When I closed my
Eyes I instantly feel asleep.
 
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Foresight

Foresight

Enlightened
Jun 14, 2019
1,393
How did it taste? Was the sleep dreamless?
 
NearlyIrrelevantCake

NearlyIrrelevantCake

The Cake Is A Lie
Aug 12, 2021
2,516
How long did you sleep? How do you feel now?
 
Lost Magic

Lost Magic

Illuminated
May 5, 2020
3,245
Why at least we know D's stuff is legit. Others have done Exit International standard tests and they said D's stuff came out positive as well.
 
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Octogenarian

Octogenarian

Member
Feb 28, 2022
25
I got N from D and I wanted to do a test

I have had 1.5 ml and I don't feel much to be honest. Should I have more ? Is it going to take long to kick in ? It's been 30 min already. I just want this test to prove it works where I am put to sleep and I'll do the real deal in a few days and then it doesn't feel foreign since I've already sort of done it. Please help.

Should I do more ?
Ok I had 0.5 ml more and I'm now at 2 ml
2 ml and not much. Should I do 0.5 more ?
I'm new here and am unfamiliar with some of the references. What does getting "N from D" mean? Is "N" sodium nitrite? And what is "D"? I'm a very old guy with Parkinson's Disease and am looking for a painless way out.
 
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Lost Magic

Lost Magic

Illuminated
May 5, 2020
3,245
I'm new here and am unfamiliar with some of the references. What does getting "N from D" mean? Is "N" sodium nitrite? And what is "D"? I'm a very old guy with Parkinson's Disease and am looking for a painless way out.
For more information about Sodium Nitrite may I suggest Stan's Guide: https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/stans-guide-to-sn.27535/
and D is a guy in Mexico who sells Nembutal (which is a barbiturate that is used a lot in euthanasia clinics) A link to his email is in the Peaceful Pill handbook by renowned Exit International. This can be found here. It may take a while to load depending on which browser you use.
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/pph-nov-2021.80506/

Good luck to you!
 
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Octogenarian

Member
Feb 28, 2022
25
For more information about Sodium Nitrite may I suggest Stan's Guide: https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/stans-guide-to-sn.27535/
and D is a guy in Mexico who sells Nembutal (which is a barbiturate that is used a lot in euthanasia clinics) A link to his email is in the Peaceful Pill handbook by renowned Exit International. This can be found here. It may take a while to load depending on which browser you use.
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/pph-nov-2021.80506/

Good luck to you!
Many thanks!
 
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lmon

Specialist
Jan 9, 2022
326
Why at least we know D's stuff is legit. Others have done Exit International standard tests and they said D's stuff came out positive as well.
Oh they did?? Oh wait do you mean the strip tests or did they do the mail in thing
 
lmon

lmon

Specialist
Jan 9, 2022
326
Another way to test what you have is with a barbiturate testing kit. Exit International sells such a kit on its site, as well as a presumably more advanced kit that has you send a sample to the lab they use.

N is supposed to work within minutes. Be safe.
Why has no one tested n from d there, it's only $50!! Are there not many people over 50 with n from d or something?
Why at least we know D's stuff is legit. Others have done Exit International standard tests and they said D's stuff came out positive as well.
Oh they did the lab tests!!? Do you know where I can find this persons talking about using a lab n test?
 

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