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ptif

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May 19, 2022
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If I'm enough determined to die will I be able to drink it without problem?
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,594
I feel like only you know if you are ready to ctb. I do believe that if someone is desperate to leave then they are more likely to be able to go through with it. Of course even with the most peaceful methods there is still the survival instinct as after all, all humans are programmed to survive. To me, there is nothing easy about ctb. I wish you relief from suffering in whatever you decide to do.
 
GentleJerk

GentleJerk

Carrot juice pimp.
Dec 14, 2021
1,372
I don't think it tastes that bad.
 
GentleJerk

GentleJerk

Carrot juice pimp.
Dec 14, 2021
1,372
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/goodbye-with-n.91109/post-1614323
Yeah I know, the forum is full of posts about how bad the taste is. I personally don't think it tastes that bad.

I've been able to chug many things that I think are much worse, like garlic juice. The most recent example: dandelion root tea with lemon juice. I like dandelion root tea. It tastes kind of like coffee if you roast it. But the other day I added a squeeze of lemon juice to it. Amazingly it ended up tasting like vomit. It was like drinking a cup of my own warm liquid spew. Worse than N ime. But I still managed it. Maybe I'm less sensitive than some people.
 
Foresight

Foresight

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Jun 14, 2019
1,393
Yeah I know, the forum is full of posts about how bad the taste is. I personally don't think it tastes that bad.

I've been able to chug many things that I think are much worse, like garlic juice. The most recent example: dandelion root tea with lemon juice. I like dandelion root tea. It tastes kind of like coffee if you roast it. But the other day I added a squeeze of lemon juice to it. Amazingly it ended up tasting like vomit. It was like drinking a cup of my own warm liquid spew. Worse than N ime. But I still managed it. Maybe I'm less sensitive than some people.
I might be making an assumption but you seem to have a healthy diet without much mention of processed foods. There is a science to taste and you can reset the dynamic with eating habits. You probably do have less sensitivity to a bitter drink.
 
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Talvikki

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Nov 18, 2021
882
The taste is not that bad
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/n-taste-guide-draft.26278/post-478718


(Phone) witness to a N suicide
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/anyone-been-a-witness-to-a-nembutal-suicide.30966/post-568674
 
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lofticries

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Feb 27, 2021
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What it taste like. Perhaps I can drink something similar to train my taste buds. Might even get rid of si a lil.
 
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ptif

Member
May 19, 2022
16
The taste is not that bad
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/n-taste-guide-draft.26278/post-478718


(Phone) witness to a N suicide
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/anyone-been-a-witness-to-a-nembutal-suicide.30966/post-570269
Thank you!
 
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Seeking_Peace

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May 18, 2022
476
Is 2 btls if n enough from d? I read a story about an old guy who took 5 btls of n(unknown source) and took 2 hrs to die. Also, is it impossible to mix with another beverage?
 
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Talvikki

Elementalist
Nov 18, 2021
882
Is 2 btls if n enough from d? I read a story about an old guy who took 5 btls of n(unknown source) and took 2 hrs to die. Also, is it impossible to mix with another beverage?
Two bottles N (13 grams N):
time to death 25 minutes, with extremes of 5 to 120 minutes.
 
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watchingthewheels

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Jan 23, 2021
1,415
Also, is it impossible to mix with another beverage?
Do not mix it with other beverages. You can have a small amount of alcohol and a piece of chocolate for the taste after.

Per the PPH:

Recomended protocol, per the PPH, 2018:


Mixing Nembutal with Something Else to take away the Bitter Taste

It is always better to take one's Nembutal straight. The likely result of mixing the Nembutal with something else (eg. yogurt) is the creation of a greater volume of an equally unpalatable substance. Furthermore, using a spoon to consume the drug, rather than drinking it, can mean a longer time to ingest the 100ml.

Exit has received reports of people falling asleep before all of the drug is consumed. This is dangerous. It is best to drink the 100ml in a few swallows, then drink alcohol.

also:

Anti-emetics

In places where assisted dying is legal, Nembutal is invariably taken with a separate anti-emetic (anti-vomiting) drug. The anti¬ emetic will be taken as stipulated either for two days prior to the chosen night. Alternatively it can be taken as a single 'stat dose' around 40 minutes before the Nembutal is to be taken (see Chapter 9 for more explanation).

Eating something light

Have something light to eat so your stomach is not empty is generally considered a good idea. The chance of reflex vomiting brought on by drinking the bitter Nembutal liquid is reduced if there is something in the stomach. This should not be a significant meal that will slow the absorption of the drug. Something light is preferable, like tea and toast, an hour or so before taking the drug.

Drinking Alcohol after the Nembutal

The liquid in the glass can be drunk quickly in 2 or 3 swallows, and then followed by some alcohol, usually spirits or liqueur. Although not essential, alcohol is recommended as it alleviates the bitter Nembutal after-taste, and will speed the drug's action.
 
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Seeking_Peace

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May 18, 2022
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Do not mix it with other beverages. You can have a small amount of alcohol and a piece of chocolate for the taste after.

Per the PPH:

Recomended protocol, per the PPH, 2018:


Mixing Nembutal with Something Else to take away the Bitter Taste

It is always better to take one's Nembutal straight. The likely result of mixing the Nembutal with something else (eg. yogurt) is the creation of a greater volume of an equally unpalatable substance. Furthermore, using a spoon to consume the drug, rather than drinking it, can mean a longer time to ingest the 100ml.

Exit has received reports of people falling asleep before all of the drug is consumed. This is dangerous. It is best to drink the 100ml in a few swallows, then drink alcohol.

also:

Anti-emetics

In places where assisted dying is legal, Nembutal is invariably taken with a separate anti-emetic (anti-vomiting) drug. The anti¬ emetic will be taken as stipulated either for two days prior to the chosen night. Alternatively it can be taken as a single 'stat dose' around 40 minutes before the Nembutal is to be taken (see Chapter 9 for more explanation).

Eating something light

Have something light to eat so your stomach is not empty is generally considered a good idea. The chance of reflex vomiting brought on by drinking the bitter Nembutal liquid is reduced if there is something in the stomach. This should not be a significant meal that will slow the absorption of the drug. Something light is preferable, like tea and toast, an hour or so before taking the drug.

Drinking Alcohol after the Nembutal

The liquid in the glass can be drunk quickly in 2 or 3 swallows, and then followed by some alcohol, usually spirits or liqueur. Although not essential, alcohol is recommended as it alleviates the bitter Nembutal after-taste, and will speed the drug's action.
Thanks for the informative post!
 
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GentleJerk

GentleJerk

Carrot juice pimp.
Dec 14, 2021
1,372
I might be making an assumption but you seem to have a healthy diet without much mention of processed foods. There is a science to taste and you can reset the dynamic with eating habits. You probably do have less sensitivity to a bitter drink.
You assume correct! The only processed foods I enjoy these days are crisps / chip like things, right now I'm hooked on these things called cauliflower puffs. They're in the health food isle but I know they're not healthy.

As a kid, the adults would make me try things like wheatgrass juice and even Witchetty grubs. But I think my strong stomach came from my younger years eating handfuls of magic mushrooms picked fresh from rotting wood on the ground, and drinking the occasional San Pedro cactus gloop. That'll put hairs on ya chest.

You're 100% right though, my daughter's mum is a junk food fan, and she almost vomited trying carrot juice. And she likes carrots! Smh. One of my mates basically refuses to eat anything that isn't a meatluvvers pizza, and one night when he was broke and forced to eat one of my vegetarian curries, it made him feel sick. Must have been a shock to the system or something. He said "this is why I don't eat veggies and healthy food, that stuff will kill ya!" Spun out.
 
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