N in France ? Can't hold on anymore

[Sacha2019]

Hello everyone. I will be 29 in a little more than a month and have been struggling with life since I was little. It got worse and worse with the years and it is becoming more and more difficult to get back up after every hit I receive from life and/or people. I have been wanting to go for the longest time even kind of tried once but i have never been that determined. After reading a lot of posts in this very helpfull forum I was thinking avout giving N a try. I live in France and I looked for it on google but I don't know if there is any website there that can be trusted.. Does anyone know where I could find it ? It seems to also be super expensive do you have any info on that ? If I really can't find it im thinking about trying the charcoal method. Thank you for reading me and sorry for the spelling mistakes english is not my mother tongue.

 

[Ἡγησίας]

Hello everyone. I will be 29 in a little more than a month and have been struggling with life since I was little. It got worse and worse with the years and it is becoming more and more difficult to get back up after every hit I receive from life and/or people. I have been wanting to go for the longest time even kind of tried once but i have never been that determined. After reading a lot of posts in this very helpfull forum I was thinking avout giving N a try. I live in France and I looked for it on google but I don't know if there is any website there that can be trusted.. Does anyone know where I could find it ? It seems to also be super expensive do you have any info on that ? If I really can't find it im thinking about trying the charcoal method. Thank you for reading me and sorry for the spelling mistakes english is not my mother tongue.

You have to take a look at the "list of resources" thread, find the last version of Peaceful Pill eHandbook and look for the chapters dedicated to N.

 

[Darkhaven]

Yeah i think there is only one reliable provider.
I'm in Europe too and i need more certainty that i have good chances of getting it.
It's kind of a gamble over here with the customs.

 

[Maxim]

Yeah i think there is only one reliable provider.
I'm in Europe too and i need more certainty that i have good chances of getting it.
It's kind of a gamble over here with the customs.

I got the mails, thank you, what you think, Darkhaven, which one is the reliable provider ? D or A ?

 

[Asacschrader33]

A

 

[Maxim]

A

Thank you. Is here maybe some members who managed to obtain N from A ? Darkhaven is right, its a kind of gamble, due to the customs, I am from europe too, so theres no guarantee. Thanks.

 

[Honigwaffel]

Thank you. Is here maybe some members who managed to obtain N from A ? Darkhaven is right, its a kind of gamble, due to the customs, I am from europe too, so theres no guarantee. Thanks.

Check out the megathread, you will find tons of people successfully getting it there:

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/megathread-getting-n-from-a.2544/

I know atleast five people that got it delivered to europe to europe without any problem in the last month.

 

[Darkhaven]

I got the mails, thank you, what you think, Darkhaven, which one is the reliable provider ? D or A ?

Yep it's A everyone talks about.

 

[Peacelove44]

I am in France. i ordered from A one week ago. If everything goes fine I should receive my N in a week. I'll keep you update

 

[Darkhaven]

Thank you. Is here maybe some members who managed to obtain N from A ? Darkhaven is right, its a kind of gamble, due to the customs, I am from europe too, so theres no guarantee. Thanks.

I ve seen at least 4 or 5 people from the UK who got it.
The only experience i have with customs was 2 years ago when i ordered some sneakers from Taiwan and they got holded of.
They sent me a letter asking me to send them documents proving what i had bought and to show them like printscreens of the price tag on the website where i bought them.
I sent them everything and still they didn't release the package.
Like 7 months later i got an email from the seller telling me the package had been returned and he would refund me.
Now with N there are no refunds as far as i know and there is much more money at sake plus the risk of them opening the package and discovering 2 bottles of N in there. DANG!

 

[Maxim]

I ve seen at least 4 or 5 people from the UK who got it.
The only experience i have with customs was 2 years ago when i ordered some sneakers from Taiwan and they got holded of.
They sent me a letter asking me to send them documents proving what i had bought and to show them like printscreens of the price tag on the website where i bought them.
I sent them everything and still they didn't release the package.
Like 7 months later i got an email from the seller telling me the package had been returned and he would refund me.
Now with N there are no refunds as far as i know and there is much more money at sake plus the risk of them opening the package and discovering 2 bottles of N in there. DANG!

Yes it is risky. There are realy no possibility to obtain it in europe ?

 

[Darkhaven]

Yes it is risky. There are realy no possibility to obtain it in europe ?

I don't think so.
Unless you know a corrupt vet that has no conscience problems...

 

[Maxim]

I don't think so.
Unless you know a corrupt vet that has no conscience problems...

Yes that can be a solution. Here in my country vets use Euthasol . It is N too, but it has some other stuff, I dont know if it is good for drink it. Here : Euthasol : Each mL contains: Active ingredients: 390 mg pentobarbital sodium (barbituric acid derivative), 50 mg phenytoin sodium; Inactive ingredients: 10% ethyl alcohol, 18% propylene glycol, 0.003688 mg rhodamine B, 2% benzyl alcohol (preservative), water for injection q.s. Sodium hydroxide and/or hydrochloric acid may be added to adjust pH.

 

[Darkhaven]

I am in France. i ordered from A one week ago. If everything goes fine I should receive my N in a week. I'll keep you update

Apreciated!

Yes that can be a solution. Here in my country vets use Euthasol . It is N too, but it has some other stuff, I dont know if it is good for drink it. Here : Euthasol : Each mL contains: Active ingredients: 390 mg pentobarbital sodium (barbituric acid derivative), 50 mg phenytoin sodium; Inactive ingredients: 10% ethyl alcohol, 18% propylene glycol, 0.003688 mg rhodamine B, 2% benzyl alcohol (preservative), water for injection q.s. Sodium hydroxide and/or hydrochloric acid may be added to adjust pH.

I'm far from an expert but yeah i think that will do you fine. Problem is knowing if those other stuff that come in it are likely to cause some discomfort/pain.
But if they kill animals peacefuly i see no reason why it won't do a man.

 

[Maxim]

Apreciated!

I'm far from an expert but yeah i think that will do you fine. Problem is knowing if those other stuff that come in it are likely to cause some discomfort/pain.
But if they kill animals peacefuly i see no reason why it won't do a man.

I am worried about phenytoin sodium . In maxican N I think there is not that stuff. maybe Nepenthe would know.

 

[Peacelove44]

I am in France. Just receive my N after two weeks. I had 4 bottles when I ordered 2. Kinda lucky =)

 

[bluesky1972-2019]

They say the Vet profession has one of the highest suicide rates. Do they use N themselves?

 

[salibu]

I am in France. Just receive my N after two weeks. I had 4 bottles when I ordered 2. Kinda lucky =)

Really? Who did you order it from? How do u know it's the real thing?

 

[salibu]

Yeah i think there is only one reliable provider.
I'm in Europe too and i need more certainty that i have good chances of getting it.
It's kind of a gamble over here with the customs.

Hi. Could someone point me in the right direction to get the contact if this person A? Thanks so much x

 

[ddutch]

Hi. Could someone point me in the right direction to get the contact if this person A? Thanks so much x

Go to the resources list and download the book peaceful pil and go to the chapter of nembutal

 

[salibu]

Go to the resources list and download the book peaceful pil and go to the chapter of nembutal

Sorry, where is this?

 

[ddutch]

Sorry, where is this?

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/list-of-resources.3/

 

[KSnSn]

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[Alucard]

Benzyl alcool : dangerous ? side effects if we survive ?

 

[Eachdaymakesmedumber]

They say the Vet profession has one of the highest suicide rates. Do they use N themselves?

Really? Got a link to back that up. Sounds really odd. I think doctors is (because of morphine) but you're right, since Vets have access to it, why not just Vets lol.