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Thank you, it's just the unfortunate reality that all good things come to an end eventually in this life, and there's nothing we can do about that. I'll be going peacefully with N.
I'd rather not publicly disclose it :)
Man, I hope you'll get peaceful journey! So sad that life got you to this point, where the only option is to ctb.. sending you hugs.
Yes I feel that is the best time to go through with it, when you are completely at peace with your decision and ready.
But still. I would love if something good happens to you what would change your mind and you'd be just happy.. sad that reality isn't like that, tho.
Wishing you peace and safe travels @Taylor x
I hope you find peace . I'm hoping I will find the courage to CTB soon as well. I hope to at least have the guts to do it before Winter comes this year.
Thank you :) I'll be using the 2 day method coupled with a stat dose of Ondansetron.Wishing you the best.
I will miss you. Someone else that likes Metalcore on here is awesome. It's not the only music I like but I love to listen to it in my car … LOUD !!!
Anyway … You will be missed.
I was just wondering of you are doing the 2 day method or the STAT method.
My favorite time of year is fall … I thought I would be able to do it then but I was a coward. I do like Spring and early Summer as well.
I hate Winter !!!
Right I wish that it were that simple, I'm just having to face the reality that it's no longer possible for me.
I know exactly how you feel. Otherwise I wouldn't be here. But if you wanna talk, feel free to pm me. Also, kinda sucks that we know how you look like and imagining that this person wouldn't be here soon is heartbreaking. Fuck, I hate this fucking life. Why does everything have to be so fucking bad.
I know :( that's why I choose to believe in God, because according to God's word it was never meant to be like this. We were never meant to suffer and He is coming to restore His good world.
Thanks! Yes you are absolutely right. It's been a long road and having the reassurance of a highly effective and peaceful passing is wonderful. I don't think I could trust or go through with any other method.
Well, I believe God will wait for you at the gates once it all stop and you'll be happy in heaven. I'm not religious but I believe your faith is strong for you and you'll get your peace.
Thank you, I hope you eventually find yours as well! I saw your post about partial hanging actually, I'm sorry it didn't work out. If I could I would gift a mass supply of N to everyone here, because no one deserves to mortally hurt themselves to escape their suffering.
I've had the same realization. I can't feel rushed or plauged by what's going on in my daily life. Maybe some people are spurred to do it by chaos in their lives, but not me. I'm finally quitting my job because I realize I need to relax and have peace before I can go through with it.
Haha that's me! I thought I was going to be Justin Bieber honestly, but after everything went south, I'm glad I didn't. I'm glad he's the one with that disturbing level of fame. That's torture in and of itself.
Same here! Yeah I always try and promote positive vibes, love and kindness. I'm not perfect and I mess up sometimes, but no one is, and that's always my intention in the end. That's the way it should be.
Thank you brother, I'm ready for God's good grace and redemption, in the name of Jesus.
Thank you! I'm probably going to have to change my method - I'll either jump or look at n. N seems like a very peaceful way to go
Definitely check out N. It's one of the easiest and uncomplicated, most peaceful methods out there. You literally just fall asleep and never wake up. Well worth the money I'd say. The only catch is getting by the supposedly awful, bitter and chemical taste, and keeping it all down with anti-emetics.
