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Empty Smile

Empty Smile

The final Bell has rung. Goodbye to all.
Jul 13, 2018
1,785
Suicide.....

I thought about it yesterday.

The day before.

The day before that.

And the day before that.

And then the day before that.

And also the day before that.

And believe it or not, the day before that.

Oh, and did I mention I thought about it today?

These are the thoughts that go through my head daily. As Pink Floyd sings, "There's someone in my head, but it's not me."
 
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BaconCheeseburger

BaconCheeseburger

Comfort-eating
Aug 4, 2018
693
These are the thoughts that go through my head daily. As Pink Floyd sings, "There's someone in my head, but it's not me."

My friend was telling me last night that the thoughts I have 'aren't me, they're the illness'. I don't believe him though. Pretty sure it's still me, haha.
 
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Empty Smile

Empty Smile

The final Bell has rung. Goodbye to all.
Jul 13, 2018
1,785
My friend was telling me last night that the thoughts I have 'aren't me, they're the illness'. I don't believe him though. Pretty sure it's still me, haha.

I agree. I think the person in my head is really me, I'm just borrowing the body to get around. Lol
 
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Prime

Prime

A Nihilist
Oct 25, 2018
210
Thought for today?

Life is too long a trudge to drag your feet through it,
Life is too meaningless to keep unfolding it chapter after chapter after chapter,
Life, a transient configuration of the stuff making up you and me, is just like the horizon. There is bottomless ocean beneath it and endless sky above it. Its painful to remain stuck in that horizon for 80 or so years. Luckily, the chemical scum(us!) trudging along the horizon is advanced enough both intellectually and emotionally to sometimes choose the time of crossing the horizon and flying into the sky on our own "free will". This is the nature's greatest gift to mankind. Suicide.
 
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Schopenhauer

Enlightened
Oct 3, 2018
1,133
My friend was telling me last night that the thoughts I have 'aren't me, they're the illness'. I don't believe him though. Pretty sure it's still me, haha.

I'm the illness :)
 
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