my suicide plan

[Braindead Atheist]

So nutraburn didn't work out. all the other ways are too complicated(because I'm retarded) so I've decided to go with hanging.

Suicide plan
Lie to my mom that I am spending the night at a friends house then go park at blue jacket park. Go to the shelter tree and tie the rope to the branch then tie the noose.

Od on pills put my head in noose and black out forever

Supplies
1.rope 2.pills 3 my phone to look up how to tie a noose 4. Something to stand on and step off

I don't know when i'm going to do this but i was thinking spring. i gave things time to work out with my weight and pcos struggles (like low energy, cravings and mood) but nothing ever did. id hate to give it more time because thats too passive (not really putting my foot down). but i want to go to my other elementary school where i received accademic support and give the art work to the principal. A bit of background; i went to catholic school and they couldn't provide me with enough support because i'm retarded, so i had to go to another school for part of the day. My teacher was very caring but recently turned on me via blocking me. the principal was a friend of my aunts. she could be a bit cold but was always super fair. she would try to talk to me when I had a bad day or offer to walk with me in the halls. I don't know if giving her the paintings is worth waiting longer to kill myself or not. She seems to brush me off sometimes. another person told me she is preoccupied a lot being the principal but idk.

 

[Lone_Gray_Wolf]

I can not really tell if you should or not give her the artwork; you are the one that knows the corners and details or her relationship with your aunt, with yourself and how she behaves. One thing I can tell is for you to make sure you know what you are doing when leaving to the park; if you improvise, you can succeed, but there is a high chance you end up back at home because something went wrong or you backed up.

I wish you the best.

 

[Braindead Atheist]

I can not really tell if you should or not give her the artwork; you are the one that knows the corners and details or her relationship with your aunt, with yourself and how she behaves. One thing I can tell is for you to make sure you know what you are doing when leaving to the park; if you improvise, you can succeed, but there is a high chance you end up back at home because something went wrong or you backed up.

I wish you the best.

I just want to die painlessly nothing else matters.

 

[FuneralCry]

Of course it is up to you if you should give her the artwork. Anyway, I wish you the best with your plans and I hope you find the peace you are looking for.

 

[Braindead Atheist]

Of course it is up to you if you should give her the artwork. Anyway, I wish you the best with your plans and I hope you find the peace you are looking for.

maybe thats why i want to do it, closure from the past so i can put it behind me.