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Hiraeth Grimoire

Hiraeth Grimoire

Longing to answer the call of the Void
May 21, 2022
154
This is the suicide note I plan to leave behind for my family.

Firstly, I would like to apologize to whoever finds my remains, as I am aware this is quite an unpleasant discovery. I realize that my suicide will be very traumatic, so here I will leave behind the most essential information that I had hoped would help everyone find peace and closure. I will start by saying that no one else is responsible for my decision to end my life, it was solely a personal decision that no one could have done anything to prevent.

This has been coming for quite some time now I feel. My whole life, I have been filled with a deep longing for something mysterious yet familiar, and dreamlike, which I discovered this world could never satisfy. This unquenchable thirst combined with years of illness and suffering proved too much for me to bear. I was simply too tired to go on, and I saw no utility in continuing to live from a philosophical perspective. All I wish for is eternal sleep.

In regards to what happens to my body and personal belongings, I have very few wishes. I do not desire a funeral or service, but if you all must for the sake of closure, please do not allow it to have many religious influences. You are free to dispense my few belongings however you please, save my wolf skull, and trusted advisor, Crimson, whom I request be passed on to my brother Wyatt if he wants her, along with anything else he may desire to have.

In conclusion, I would like to sincerely thank everyone for everything you have done to help me. Throughout the good and bad times in my life, I know all of you had my best interests in mind. And I thank you, truly. I know this is going to be hard to cope with, and I am sorry. Please do not blame yourselves. Perhaps all of us will meet again in a better plane of existence. But until then, I wish everyone the best of luck, and I love you all. Goodbye.

What do you guys think, how would you or have you written yours differently, if at all?
 
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Mocon33

Member
Dec 15, 2021
90
That seems very well written, thoughtful and considerate. I don't see anything I would change, unless you needed to directly address other friends or family members.
 
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Euthanza

Euthanza

Self Righteous Suicide
Jun 9, 2022
1,447
Thanks for sharing. I want something similar like this, it's what necessarily straight and clear message. Great writing.
 
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ready.to.go

Member
Nov 19, 2021
45
It's great. Wishing you peace my friend💞
 
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wanttodie

wanttodie

Enlightened
Apr 19, 2018
1,827
great
 
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Little T

No Option
Aug 24, 2022
81
This is the suicide note I plan to leave behind for my family.



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Love the first and last paragraph! Thank you
You are a very thoughtful person.:heart:
 
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deathisnear

Experienced
May 23, 2021
284
This is beautiful, I am struggling so hard to even start my note, very well written.
 
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Finding Sirius

Finding Sirius

The brightest lights cast the darkest shadows
Aug 16, 2022
162
Straight forward and to the point, I like it. I hope your suffering ends soon.
 
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theboy

theboy

Illuminated
Jul 15, 2022
3,238
Good work
 
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Astral Storm

Astral Storm

Existence hurts too much
Aug 10, 2022
74
I hope you will find peace. I long to leave this cruel world too. Wish you the best!
 
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SunshineAndSuicide

SunshineAndSuicide

Sunshine is what's keeping me alive
Aug 24, 2022
75
This is the suicide note I plan to leave behind for my family.



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It's well written, clear and concise. Wishing you the best outcome ♡
 
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MessedUp.

Member
Aug 5, 2022
20
This is the suicide note I plan to leave behind for my family.



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I think it has everything it needs, and the first paragraph i also think is really good, i hope you find peace
 
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hamvil

hamvil

Wizard
Aug 29, 2022
650
This is the suicide note I plan to leave behind for my family.



What do you guys think, how would you or have you written yours differently, if at all?
That is a very nice message. I also do not care much if people want to do a service or not when I am dead. Well tbh I do not know how many people would cry for me. I mean in my town people go to the funerals out of respect not matter if they care or not. So for me whatever works for the few relatives I have it is fine. Not sure if they church would allow a religious funeral but is that is possible I would not mind either. Whatever makes them happy is fine for me. I am just sorry to be an inconvenience, but I cannot do much about that. I am feel good about the fact that I will leave lot of money to my wife so she can pay the service without problems and have an independent life.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,453
Thank you for sharing your note. I think that writing a note is a good idea as it can be a form of closure for those left behind. I hope that you find freedom from your suffering.
 
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Little T

No Option
Aug 24, 2022
81
This is the suicide note I plan to leave behind for my family.



What do you guys think, how would you or have you written yours differently, if at all?
I do like your note very much but I'm focused on instructions. As I am old & live alone, someone will eventually find me so I'm not inclinded to appoligize. Natural or ctb either way death is death. My best is to instruct junk is juck, just please take care of my dog - today is her 7th birhday. I have all paper work on file with a lawyer.
 
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