Venting My story continuation and updates argh!

[Preparingforpeace]

So when I first got here, I posted this:

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/hey-all-glad-to-be-here-but-not-glad-to-be-here.94253/

Little did I know the story was not over.

Turns out, there's a heck of a lot more to it than that.

Such as, she is an alcoholic in recovery, over a decade clean. And is drinking again.

And struggling and choosing that over me.

I have no words.

She doesn't know I know. Has no idea what I've found out. But, yeah. And I'm lied to every single day. I don't even know what to do, man.

 

[FuneralCry]

Life does just seem to be never ending problems and suffering. I hope that in whatever happens, you find relief from what you are going through.