my source of happiness is gone

[squarely]

My husband told me today he is going to see other people. I think it is over. He was my reason to attempt recovery and now i dont know what to do. The future is cloudy since i dont have reason to go forward anymore.

ctb is very tempting, but I know im not ready yet. Any ways to cope?

 

[hungry_ghost]

That must be incredibly heart-breaking.

I'm sorry that you are going through that.

Would it be possible or even a desire of yours to also see other people?

 

[dreamscape1111]

true happiness can only come from within you! so long you believe it's coming from externals happiness is doomed to be dependent on those things and all things are impermanent and can't be dependent upon, you, on the other hand, are always there.

 

[VioletNight]

I'm sorry that you have to go through that, it sounds incredibly difficult.
I've always found the best way to cope is to get more engrossed in something you're interested in like a hobby or going to the movies or something. Also even though it sounds a bit counter intuitive since you're the one struggling right now, helping other people with something always helps me feel better, even if it's something small.

I hope you can find the strength to get through this, I'm rooting for you!