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mshari

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Jun 29, 2022
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I ordered SN but i am afraid I struggle with social anxiety and phycosis my SN should arrive soon but am afraid of doing it also am afraid i might vomit so here is my plan go to a park in the late night and drink half of the SN if i vomit i will drink the other half and i hop i would pass out or something i still haven't got my SN yet and am nervous it will not work
Also am afraid of hell its a sin in my religion to commit suiside
 
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Suicidebydeath

Suicidebydeath

No chances to be happy - dead inside
Nov 25, 2021
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You won't go to hell. I hope you find peace soon.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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Of course many people have managed to ctb by SN so it does work, but I understand having the fear of failure. All humans deserve the option of a guaranteed, reliable and peaceful exit. There is no evidence of a hell after this and I believe death to be true peace, we cease to exist and then there is nothing. I'm sorry that you have to deal with these fears and that it has come to this point for you. It is sad how so much suffering exists. I hope that you find relief from your pain.
 
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london3

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May 5, 2022
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I ordered SN but i am afraid I struggle with social anxiety and phycosis my SN should arrive soon but am afraid of doing it also am afraid i might vomit so here is my plan go to a park in the late night and drink half of the SN if i vomit i will drink the other half and i hop i would pass out or something i still haven't got my SN yet and am nervous it will not work
Also am afraid of hell its a sin in my religion to commit suiside

Please follow stans guide to sn and pph for the latest details about sn.

Please also search for the latest posts on people using sn successfully.

Thanks
 
Lawliet

Lawliet

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Sep 15, 2020
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I ordered SN but i am afraid I struggle with social anxiety and phycosis my SN should arrive soon but am afraid of doing it also am afraid i might vomit so here is my plan go to a park in the late night and drink half of the SN if i vomit i will drink the other half and i hop i would pass out or something i still haven't got my SN yet and am nervous it will not work
Also am afraid of hell its a sin in my religion to commit suiside
Don't go to a public park to do this, there's a chance someone might see you and call the police. Do it in a private area with no chance of anyone finding you for at least a few hours.
 
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