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mute656

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Feb 7, 2026
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I'm planning to CTB on February 24 using SN

About me: a guy weighing 95 kg with a slow metabolism.

My Protocol:
February 23, 7:00 PM - last intake of solid food

February 24 8:00 AM - ibuprofen 1000 mg, Metoclopramide 40 mg and ondansetron 16 mg. Take with a sip of water.
February 24 8:30 AM - I will dissolve 15 mg of Xanax in a small amount of water (20-30 ml) and drink it.

February 24 8:50 AM Prepare three glasses of SN:
Glass No. 1: 27 g of SN + 60 ml of room temperature water. Stir thoroughly until completely dissolved.
Glass No. 2 + Glass No. 3: Exactly the same. This is an absolute safeguard in case of vomiting.

February 24 9:00 or 9:20: I take glass No. 1 (30 g SN).
I drink it in one gulp, as quickly as possible. Without stopping.
I immediately lie down on my RIGHT SIDE.
If I vomit before losing consciousness, I drink another glass of sn

If you are knowledgeable in this area, please evaluate the protocol. I am open to suggestions and feedback on any shortcomings.
 
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RiftbornVeil

RiftbornVeil

always a dreamer <3
Feb 8, 2026
127
It's unfortunate that life's struggles have led you to this point. I wish you the best and hope you find peace.

As for the protocol, everything looks good to me. I've typically observed people use two cups, you've prepared to the extra step by taking three.

Where will you CTB? Also, does the side (left/right) matter significantly?
 
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whoisit

Member
Jan 25, 2026
39
You could swap the ibuprofen with standard Tylenol. It's just as effective and helps better.
 
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Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
689
15mg of xanax is a huge overdose, in the 30 minutes you plan on waiting until you can drink your SN, the 15mg of xanax will almost certainly knock you out into a deep coma mid-protocol.
 
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Luther84

Member
Feb 17, 2026
21
15mg of xanax is a huge overdose, in the 30 minutes you plan on waiting until you can drink your SN, the 15mg of xanax will almost certainly knock you out into a deep coma mid-protocol.
How much xanax would you recommend?
 
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Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
689
How much xanax would you recommend?
It depends A LOT if you had Xanax before or not. For me since I only had Xanax just 3 or 4 times in my life a 1mg dose can almost knock me out. For a person who takes it daily for months his daily dose could be 2 or 3mg and he would feel must a littlebit sleepy from that dosage.
 
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android

Student
Nov 9, 2025
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I'm planning to CTB on February 24 using SN

About me: a guy weighing 95 kg with a slow metabolism.

My Protocol:
February 23, 7:00 PM - last intake of solid food

February 24 8:00 AM - ibuprofen 1000 mg, Metoclopramide 40 mg and ondansetron 16 mg. Take with a sip of water.
February 24 8:30 AM - I will dissolve 15 mg of Xanax in a small amount of water (20-30 ml) and drink it.

February 24 8:50 AM Prepare three glasses of SN:
Glass No. 1: 27 g of SN + 60 ml of room temperature water. Stir thoroughly until completely dissolved.
Glass No. 2 + Glass No. 3: Exactly the same. This is an absolute safeguard in case of vomiting.

February 24 9:00 or 9:20: I take glass No. 1 (30 g SN).
I drink it in one gulp, as quickly as possible. Without stopping.
I immediately lie down on my RIGHT SIDE.
If I vomit before losing consciousness, I drink another glass of sn

If you are knowledgeable in this area, please evaluate the protocol. I am open to suggestions and feedback on any shortcomings.
Doesn't taking Ibuprofen on an empty stomach damage the stomach lining, making you more susceptible to nausea?
 
FadingSnowFake

FadingSnowFake

Enlightened
Nov 25, 2024
1,702
I'm sorry that life has brought you to this point. May I ask about the timing or place you have decided on? Are you confident that the morning will allow for enough time to be alone? I'd also be careful with the Xanax.
 
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uselessmanz

Member
Feb 18, 2026
30
Doesn't taking Ibuprofen on an empty stomach damage the stomach lining, making you more susceptible to nausea?
may i ask why this is your chosen method instead of doing something like jumping?
 

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