My SN plan

[critt1627]

Planning for next Wednesday.. I'll have 3-4 hours to myself.
1) Fasting for 6 hours beforehand
2) 600mg ibuprofen an hour before
3) 800mg Tagamet 30 minutes before
I have no antiemetics or access to them. I will prepare 2 cups of 20gm SN in 50ml each. I'll probably throw up but hopefully will be able to down the other glass to ensure ctb.
Unfortunately my parents will be the ones to find me. I hope they will heal eventually. I'm not leaving a note, but I will leave behind the book of a famous suicide that mirrors my situation almost exactly.

 

[Jumper Geo]

Wow first message and posting my SN plan, my spidey senses are tingling was you a lurker, lol, now your a member you have access to the search function you can use which may help you find and purchase these unobtainable pills for a more peaceful method. Have you read the resources pages there is plenty of information available for SN.

Sorry you want to ctb you care for your parents so why not try and make it as best for them as possible it's a big decision and afterwards it will be hard for them dealing with the grief and trying to understand your actions, you decision though but I will will explain my situation and say sorry for the pain and suffering and make sure they don't feel any guilt.

Cheers

Geo

 

[critt1627]

Wow first message and posting my SN plan, my spidey senses are tingling was you a lurker, lol, now your a member you have access to the search function you can use which may help you find and purchase these unobtainable pills for a more peaceful method. Have you read the resources pages there is plenty of information available for SN.

Sorry you want to ctb you care for your parents so why not try and make it as best for them as possible it's a big decision and afterwards it will be hard for them dealing with the grief and trying to understand your actions, you decision though but I will will explain my situation and say sorry for the pain and suffering and make sure they don't feel any guilt.

Cheers

Geo

I've been lurking for a while now lol. I've looked into buying ae online but there is no viable option for me. It would take too long, cost too much, and overall be a hassle that would prolong my suffering. Wish ebay still had those listings.. unfortunately it seems like they've really cracked down on prescription items this past year or so..
Thanks for your concern. I will admit that my parents and the grief they'll face makes me think twice sometimes. But its for the better, they will not blame themselves I know them. They will probably blame me or somebody else, which im fine with.

 

[Jumper Geo]

Lol well you seem to know them well enough there are alternatives you can buy OTC which members have used but enjoy reading the resource page plenty of interesting information I always use trustpilot and read reviews before I consider buying anything.

Best of luck

Geo