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epic

epic

Enlightened
Aug 9, 2019
1,812
Guys and gals I'm holding it in my hand right now. My SN has arrived today. I feel bitter-sweet. I'm holding a path to freedom but also reminds me of how life circumstances can force someones hand.
 
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hunterfla

hunterfla

Experienced
Sep 13, 2022
227
When I ordered mine last year, I was so anxious and even paid for expediting shipping because I couldn't wait to be free from this misery...a year later it's sitting here unopened on my desk. Life (and death) is funny sometimes. xoxo
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,439
I think that those who have SN right now are fortunate as they have the option of a reliable way to exit and they won't feel so trapped here anymore. But anyway I wish you the best of luck.
 
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RUPA

Student
Oct 19, 2022
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How long did it take for your order to arrive?
 
Blahhh

Blahhh

Member
Dec 13, 2022
69
Same here! After I made the order.. After I clicked that buy button with my mouse.. Oh gosh, I started to shake so much. I was in panick mode.
Only 1 hour after, I even contacted the sender, that could they cancel the order. But it was too late for that. And I am happy that it was.
Now I currently see SN next to my keyboard. Phew, now I feel reliefed
 
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downndone2

Living in misery
Jan 23, 2022
1,270
So happy for you! I'm really needing links PMd
 
sheepgirl

sheepgirl

Student
Aug 11, 2018
119
I'm so jelpus, I wish I had SN right now. I have an order on the way but starting to get nervous it won't arrive.
 
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