My SN arrived today

[mshari]

So my SN arrived today and it's about 160 grams am just waiting for my brother to come home in couple of days so he will help my mom with my body
Am having alot of emotions fear doute
My family being crushed fear of whats lay on the other side I don't know if am gonna go through it but i still have my SN just in case

 

[FuneralCry]

I think that personally I would see it as a relief just having the option of SN. I'm sorry that you have to deal with all these fears. I can imagine that it must be really hard. I hope that in whatever you do, you find relief from your suffering.

 

[keitaro]

if you're uncertain, now that you know you have a viable option to ctb, might as well just take it one day at a time and see how things go. best wishes~