My problem? My fear of failure. THAT'S IT. Hemlock method with help? Dr. Kevorkian? No prob.

[Parsifal64]

My problem? My fear of failure. THAT'S IT. Hemlock method with help? Dr. Kevorkian? No prob. Fishy SN "advice"? Drop hanging suggestions that never work? (At least with that, you're not found to have failed. How RW did it is a complete mystery to me.) Too weak to find/get to top of 10 story building. Have no access to gun. Be found half blue and sent to a psych ward for six months in godawful physical pain? That's not satisfactory. I may still try it, because I am 10 million miles beyond the end of my rope, but it's not satisfactory. We don't treat our pets this way, WTF is wrong with us.

 

[Living sucks]

Can i Politely suggest you calm down a little and stop making so many posts. The only truthful painless And peaceful method is N. You can learn how to acquire that if you choose to.

SN is popular bcuz of cost, availability, and Relative quickness.

RW also has drug addictions ... maybe he used those to aid in his attempt. When people truly want to die, they make it happen.

 

[Parsifal64]

Can i Politely suggest you calm down a little and stop making so many posts. The only truthful painless And peaceful method is N. You can learn how to acquire that if you choose to.

SN is popular bcuz of cost, availability, and Relative quickness.

RW also has drug addictions ... maybe he used those to aid in his attempt. When people truly want to die, they make it happen.

You definitely can suggest that, and I will take your advice. I cannot get to Mexico, it sounds like there's no chance you're going there anytime soon, either, from what you describe. Peaceful Pill handbook makes it pretty clear every Nembutal website is a scam.

You definitely can suggest that, and I will take your advice. I cannot get to Mexico, it sounds like there's no chance you're going there anytime soon, either, from what you describe. Peaceful Pill handbook makes it pretty clear every Nembutal website is a scam.

The ways to acquire it, ha. The so-called "A" source? Which never ships, or ships three months later, or withholds till additional payments are made? Good one.

You definitely can suggest that, and I will take your advice. I cannot get to Mexico, it sounds like there's no chance you're going there anytime soon, either, from what you describe. Peaceful Pill handbook makes it pretty clear every Nembutal website is a scam.

The ways to acquire it, ha. The so-called "A" source? Which never ships, or ships three months later, or withholds till additional payments are made? Good one.

Actually, I don't know that I need to take your advice. I've said nothing inappropriate in these forums. So I withdraw the request to PM-to that extent I'll definitely calm down.

 

[Living sucks]

You definitely can suggest that, and I will take your advice. I cannot get to Mexico, it sounds like there's no chance you're going there anytime soon, either, from what you describe. Peaceful Pill handbook makes it pretty clear every Nembutal website is a scam.

The ways to acquire it, ha. The so-called "A" source? Which never ships, or ships three months later, or withholds till additional payments are made? Good one.

The pph lists 2 reliable N sources . N from A and N from C. Both of them are discussed on this forum. But you need to have some computer skills to order. You should have pm privileges pretty soon.
Mexico is not easy to get N just by going so don't try to travel for it. A member who lives in mx and speaks Spanish can't get it there legally and they won't break the law trying.

have you read any of the anecdotal accounts of members who have used SN? There are 2 documented by witnesses.

 

[Meowkin]

My problem? My fear of failure. THAT'S IT. Hemlock method with help? Dr. Kevorkian? No prob. Fishy SN "advice"? Drop hanging suggestions that never work? (At least with that, you're not found to have failed. How RW did it is a complete mystery to me.) Too weak to find/get to top of 10 story building. Have no access to gun. Be found half blue and sent to a psych ward for six months in godawful physical pain? That's not satisfactory. I may still try it, because I am 10 million miles beyond the end of my rope, but it's not satisfactory. We don't treat our pets this way, WTF is wrong with us.

I'm sorry for your frustration. I hope you're not mad at yourself. I was held back by fear of failure for a long time. For me, what changed it was making an attempt. My first try didn't work but all it did was push me to keep trying. Although that fear is almost all gone, there are still other things which make it difficult. One is survival instinct and I've experienced that at both the instinctual can't breathe must stop level and at a more conscious level where I decided I wanted to give life another try.

 

[Parsifal64]

The pph lists 2 reliable N sources . N from A and N from C. Both of them are discussed on this forum. But you need to have some computer skills to order. You should have pm privileges pretty soon.
Mexico is not easy to get N just by going so don't try to travel for it. A member who lives in mx and speaks Spanish can't get it there legally and they won't break the law trying.

have you read any of the anecdotal accounts of members who have used SN? There are 2 documented by witnesses.

Could you please direct me to them. I can't find them by searching.

 

[Living sucks]

@Parsifal64

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/megathread-n-from-c-alternative-n-sources.28554/

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/getting-n-from-a-things-everyone-should-know.28438/

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/search/304861/?q=N+from+A&o=relevance