my plan

[kindawannacrylol]

i'm hoping to ctb tomorrow. i'm going to my local beach and have a day out, a picnic with myself, buy ice cream, enjoy the sun, drink some wine, get wine drunk, walk into the sea and never come back. i will leave my notes on a word document.

 

[motel rooms]

Doesn't sound like an effective method

 

[greyhound]

Sounds like a poetic/romantic final day, but yeah your method seems iffy. Walk into the sea?

 

[kindawannacrylol]

Doesn't sound like an effective method

i forgot to mention i can't swim, i think that'll make it more effective maybe

i'm hoping to ctb tomorrow. i'm going to my local beach and have a day out, a picnic with myself, buy ice cream, enjoy the sun, drink some wine, get wine drunk, walk into the sea and never come back. i will leave my notes on a word document.

also i can't swim! if i walk out far enough the current will hopefully sweep me away and i won't be able to swim back

 

[awfullife]

Good luck OP. It does seem that some have succeeded with this method but I think intoxication helps. I wish I could join ya. Be well and Godspeed.

 

[greyhound]

i forgot to mention i can't swim, i think that'll make it more effective maybe

also i can't swim! if i walk out far enough the current will hopefully sweep me away and i won't be able to swim back

Maybe jump off a pier or something then. SI will probably kick in hard if you can't swim and just start walking into deeper water.

 

[motel rooms]

Good luck OP. It does seem that some have succeeded with this method but I think intoxication helps.

Death by drowning is slow & agonizing. I don't think getting drunk on wine will help her much

 

[Hepi]

Death by drowning is slow & agonizing. I don't think getting drunk on wine will help her much

True, it's a horrible feeling. I almost drowned 2 times in my life as a 4-5 year old kid (in the same pool, LOL). Decades have passed and I still remember the feeling.

OP, if you really want CTB then go for another method because I guarantee you will start to panic. Your SI will turn on and you will learn to swim. I at least learned that way

 

[boc]

I'm sorry that you are suffering. I hope that you can find peace. I am worried about your method though. I think there is a good chance you survive or are saved.

 

[motel rooms]

True, it's a horrible feeling. I almost drowned 2 times in my life as a 4-5 year old kid (in the same pool, LOL). Decades have passed and I still remember the feeling.

OP, if you really want CTB then go for another method because I guarantee you will start to panic. Your SI will turn on and you will learn to swim. I at least learned that way

Fuck. Were you raised by monkeys or something?

 

[Huntfish34]

Really depends on the conditions of the water I'd think....

Either way I wish you the best in whatever may happen.

Blessings and prayers,

Butch

 

[greyhound]

I'm sorry your life has brought you to this point.

It does seem like there is an inverse correlation between the romanticness of the suicide and the effectiveness.

SN is like the opposite of romantic, slugging down a drink, puking it up, slugging down another, then sort of rapid heart rate and slumping over as you turn blue and then eventually brown.

Walking into the ocean at sunset while sipping rose sounds amazing but also probably not likely to be effective. I wish you success but imagine you will be back here at SS the following day, soggy and hungover.

 

[motel rooms]

Walking into the ocean at sunset while sipping rose sounds amazing

Yeah, no offense, OP, but it sounds like something out of a Julia Roberts movie. "Eat Pray Drown"

 

[FuneralCry]

I agree with what the others have said about the method, as SI can stop us but I guess many people have died by drowning, so it is always possible. I wish you peace if this is what you want though.

 

[noname223]

Drowning is a horrible death...would not recommend that.

 

[logan]

This idea really sounds a bit strange.
Plus, if you can't swim, you won't get far out on the water.
Then other bathers might see this and try to save you.

I think the rest of your day plan is good.

 

[PaxAmerica]

Drowning is a horrible death...would not recommend that.

I always thought it was good way to go. I thought your lungs fill with water, you panic , then you zone out of consciousness. But just looked it up and it can take 12 minutes!

 

[logan]

I always thought it was good way to go. I thought your lungs fill with water, you panic , then you zone out of consciousness. But just looked it up and it can take 12 minutes!

I think if anything it's only bearable with a lot of alcohol.