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RowdyH999

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Mar 17, 2021
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I got everything bagged and labeled with my instructions. I will take Metoclopramide every 8 hours for 48 hours before I ctb. 40 minutes prior I will take 800mg Tagamet (4 pills of antacid), 3 metoclopramide (stat dose antiemetic), and 400mg of metoprolol (beta blocker). I have my SN (500 grams) and I have capsules. I will just drink it straight I think. With two extra backup glasses. 25g each. Thoughts?

Edit - It will be close to a month before this happens.
 
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awfullife

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Nov 16, 2019
435
Looks solid Eric. U got some serious shit going on in life? Hope you are at peace with your decision
 
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WornOutLife

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Mar 22, 2020
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Seems like you have a good plan.
Wish you a peaceful journey and lots of love.
 
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RowdyH999

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Mar 17, 2021
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Looks solid Eric. U got some serious shit going on in life? Hope you are at peace with your decision
Federal drug charges ☠️ I'm on bail because Covid. Looking at 20 years.
 
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blackestofbile

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Apr 25, 2019
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That's a huge dose of metoprolol. Is that something you already had on hand? Did you get it prescribed?
 
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RowdyH999

Student
Mar 17, 2021
136
I got it prescribed. It's a little weaker than propranolol and for that they recommend 800mg also. Figured I wouldn't use that much. I have 1.5G on hand though if I puke.
 
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MAA Ke pass

Student
Jan 6, 2021
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When u are planning to ctb??
 
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RowdyH999

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Mar 17, 2021
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When u are planning to ctb??
Depends when court will be. Maybe about a month out. My lawyer said they have such a hard on for me that they aren't offering a deal at all. Straight to trial. The guidelines for my non violent drug crime is 240-260 months. Hell nah, I'll be gone by trial. Life lesson, don't (allegedly) move drugs across the Mexico border or for the Mexicans. You'll get boned hard.
 
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fred farkle

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Dec 17, 2020
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Depends when court will be. Maybe about a month out. My lawyer said they have such a hard on for me that they aren't offering a deal at all. Straight to trial. The guidelines for my non violent drug crime is 240-260 months. Hell nah, I'll be gone by trial. Life lesson, don't (allegedly) move drugs across the Mexico border or for the Mexicans. You'll get boned hard.
sorry you got caught up in that shit. The penalty seem absurd! Seems the USA has gone mad.
 
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RowdyH999

Student
Mar 17, 2021
136
sorry you got caught up in that shit. The penalty seem absurd! Seems the USA has gone mad.
Yea. I was a passenger in a car that had over 30 pounds of clear in the trunk. The feds call it "constructive possession". Never sold it or done it a day of my fucking life. No guns involved. Just possession with intent to distribute solely based on the quantity.
 

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