Venting My parents ruined my college graduation last night

[peridot-tears]

My parents were arguing the whole day and my dad was making everything about himself: we weren't going to the car fast enough, he had to help my grandparents get around, we had my graduation dinner too late so I "ruined his eating hour", he was mad that I didn't seem sad that I won't have anymore school left since college was the best years of his life--and then he gets mad at me and says he didn't do anything wrong when I start crying in the car on the way to dinner with my grandparents. I guess there really was no reason to stay; it's validating that I was right that no matter alive or dead I don't matter to family, but I'm so angry that I decided not to ctb just for the chance to see what last night wouldn't be like and it turned out like that. I'll ctb soon one way or another just so I wouldn't have to stick around waiting for the next round of emotional abuse from my dad

 

[bankai]

Don't catch the bus because of your dad, please. Finish your studies, get a good job, be independent. Cut them out of your life if you can't stand how they are and how they treat you. Find good people, new people, make your own family, and don't be like your dad was with your kids.

 

[Forveleth]

While I am very supportive of everyone's choice to kill themselves, if your main motivation to do so is your parents, you can solve this by cutting them out of your life. Tell them your intentions, set boundaries, and do not look back. As someone much older, I can confidently say that if I had done this after my graduation I would be in a much different (likely happier) place right now. Something to think about.