Help My mother is a pharmacist, best medication for cbt help

[Britney Spears]

My mother is a pharmacist and understands my suffering.
But she doesn't accept it, and
I don't think she'll let me go.
Sometimes she tells me that, as a last resort, she'll bring me something from her pharmacy.
But I think she's lying.
Besides, she'd be helping her daughter commit suicide by collaborating, and they'd put my mother in jail. I thought about it the other day, and it's true. So l'd have to go get them from her pharmacy myself. Which would be the most lethal? I appreciate the help. If not, I'll do it with sn

 

[be or not to be]

maybe insulin

 

[Britney Spears]

maybe insulin

Thanks, but I doubt it. And I also thought about fentanyl patches. But I have suspicions

 

[EmptyBottle]

I clicked wondering whether it "CBT" was a typo of "CTB" or not... kinda wondering what meds were used for "CBT" in case it was.
Also, she probably doesn't want to lose u, so that's another reason why she wouldn't prescribe the 'last prescription'

Maybe she was thinking of a drug that would boost mood or smth?