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Canttakeitanymore

Student
Feb 11, 2021
182
I cant enjoy anything anymore all i i do is think about my problems i wish i could just jump from a building or something right now
 
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WornOutLife

WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,183
That's certainly not a life at all.
I spent my day thinking about ctb all the time today.
To make matters worse, tomorrow the goddamn week starts and I just have no strength but I guess I'll have to deal with it anyway.

Why can't we be just normies and "happy"?
 
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Joey

Enlightened
Jun 14, 2020
1,432
I've been feeling like this too at times
 
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mediocre

trapped here
Nov 9, 2019
1,443
My life everyday is I sleep then get up have fast food then I go to sleep again.
 
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alown

soon in the other reality where we come from ༄
Mar 13, 2021
297
I understand you so much, you could almost think that our suicidal desires are becoming a form of addiction and occupation that predominates over all others.

I no longer have any taste for life either, no more leisure, no more passions, no more pleasure. sometimes I wonder if I am not comforting myself in this discomfort.
My life everyday is I sleep then get up have fast food then I go to sleep again.
you just described my life in a few words too
 
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Canttakeitanymore

Student
Feb 11, 2021
182
My life everyday is I sleep then get up have fast food then I go to sleep again.
I wish i could sleep all day long till i can die
 
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justanotherstar

justanotherstar

Life: you can’t fire me, I quit.
Nov 23, 2020
345
My life everyday is I sleep then get up have fast food then I go to sleep again.
My life in one sentance...

But yes OP this life of ours is fucking hard. I'm sorry life is totally screwing you over so that you feel that way
 
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BandAddict

BandAddict

Specialist
Apr 3, 2019
338
Yeah, in my head all day all the time. The main reminder that I'm boring as fuck is on the very rare occasions I meet anyone else that asks what I've been up to/what I do. It's the worst. I'm the worst.
 

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