Venting My life is just bad

[Painless_end]

I have an aversion to office work, or even freelance work.

I realised this long back but I still continued to try and achieve a few things so I wouldn't feel entirely worthless.

Basically, all I want to do is sit still and do nothing. Responsibility of any kind bores me. However, I will occasionally take small responsibility to push my life ahead. But it's usually followed by periods of sitting idle again.

My inability to CTB has now made my life a living hell because I had honestly hoped based on my unsolvable problems that I would CTB long back. But I haven't and that has ruined my life since I now have to live with this.

I am just unable to sacrifice my time working for anything and that has been such a weakness that I contemplate CTB more often than not these days.

 

[FuneralCry]

It does frustrate me how we were forced into this life without choice and we have all these expectations and responsibilities placed upon us. I do not ever want to do much either, everything causes me stress, I want nothing to do with this life. Of course ctb should not be so difficult, we deserve a right to die. It is an awful feeling being trapped in this horrible life. I wish you the best, whatever happens.

 

[Rational man]

Offices are often filled with gossips and bitches who are they themselves jaded with life. Monumental hair is a warning sign. Their personal life is often dragged into the office in the hope they can dump their crap on to the next vicrim which masquerades as bullying . beware any man with a large cock. You will be sort after or sort over by the office maneater.

Self employment is hard but utterly rewarding on your terms. You find vocation . Ive done for Years and would never return to office life if i could.