Venting My life is falling apart

[Jack4230]

My life is constantly collapsing around me. I feel like I'm drowning as the days go by and I procrastinate on everything. I'm so depressed and every time I finally complete the work that needs to be done new stuff gets added and it piles up. I'm a horrible alcoholic and I'm addicted to stimulants in order to do anything and I don't know what to do. I've been feeling so anxious and I wish I could live a better life but I can't. My life is collapsing and I'm drowning

 

[BigGimpin]

Wish I could throw you a life raft. Tell my more about yourself and what has brought you here. Maybe getting it off your chest will help.

 

[Jack4230]

Wish I could throw you a life raft. Tell my more about yourself and what has brought you here. Maybe getting it off your chest will help.

I'm a college student who has had a ton of mental health issues. My room is a mess and I really need to start looking for a job or an internship for the summer. My head has been killing me and my grades are pretty bad right now. I just want to go to sleep forever. One of my roommates is sick of me being lazy and unproductive. I've been so busy and feel so alone.

 

[FuneralCry]

That sounds so stressful what you are going through, I can imagine that it must be unbearable. I'm sorry that you are suffering so much, I also just want to peacefully pass away. This life really can be so awful. I wish you the best.

 

[Cathy Ames]

I'm a college student who has had a ton of mental health issues. My room is a mess and I really need to start looking for a job or an internship for the summer. My head has been killing me and my grades are pretty bad right now. I just want to go to sleep forever. One of my roommates is sick of me being lazy and unproductive. I've been so busy and feel so alone.

College can definitely be overwhelming, depressing, and alienating. At least in the US (and maybe where you are) oftentimes there are actual resources available to help you, like counseling, a psychiatrist, coaching, tutoring, etc. Do you feel able to ask for some in-person help?

 

[Cathy Ames]

@Jack4230 how's it going? Were you able to get a decent night's sleep?

 

[Hurt]

Same bro. I'm so sorry. Life sucks.

 

[Jack4230]

@Jack4230 how's it going? Were you able to get a decent night's sleep?

Ya I guess. School is so stressful and I've been trying to get a job for the summer but have no work experience which makes it hard