I'm also very afraid of reincarnation. I think this is the worst of all, I would never, under any circumstances, want to return to this physical hell with a blocked memory over and over again. I have studied a lot about reincarnation and I am personally sure that it exists, there is no doubt about it for me.
There are books on this topic by Michael Newton and Robert Monroe (he wrote about out-of-body experiences) for example. There are a lot of books, texts on the Internet, videos on YouTube. Many people say that in out-of-body experiences, in near-death experiences, in regressive hypnosis, and even, for example, in such CIA projects as Staragte, they learned that life after death exists, reincarnation exists (perhaps this is such a technology), that human consciousness does not reside in the brain - the brain is only a receiver for consciousness and a computer, that this physical world is an artificially created simulation (in declassified CIA documents they use the word "hologram"), that someone pumps emotional energy from souls embodied in bodies like from batteries (Robert Monroe called this energy that is pumped from us by the word "loosh", and this the planet "loosh farm").
That is, they found out (hundreds, thousands of different people found out the same thing) that people live in the physical world in physical bodies in order to generate energy for someone. The gnostics called those who pump this energy from us "archons", most likely they are some kind of aliens because it is often said that they came from outer space. Reincarnation is a deception, a way to send our immortal entities back to the physical world to generate energy for them. They also say that they see in out-of-body experience some kind of electromagnetic grid/force field that does not release the souls of the dead from the Earth. One of the reasons why suicide is banned worldwide is because slaves and resources should not leave the energy production farm.
If you type "soul trap" or "reincarnation trap" on YouTube, you will find a lot of videos on the topic of the reincarnation trap:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wrtDmYgNrXA
Among the declassified official documents of the Stargate Project on the official CIA website is a document called "Analysis and Assessment of The Gateway Process", dated June 9, 1983, by US Army Lieutenant Colonel Wayne M McDonnell. Here you can download this document from the CIA website and read it:
It says that they are in these studies at the Monroe Institute (which Robert Monroe who wrote books about out-of-body experiences) they learned that human consciousness is not located in the brain, and the brain is just like a receiver that receives a signal from somewhere. That life after death and reincarnation are 100% real. And that we live in a "hologram" (this is a quote). That this universe is holographic. What do they mean, a computer simulation?
The universe - according to an infamous 1983 US Army Intelligence study - is, 'one gigantic hologram of unbelievable complexity.'
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