Venting My girlfriend abandoned me at the worst point of my life

[willyoucrywhenIdie]

I was drafted. Alone. I had no one by my side. No phone. Nothing. Couldn't even go outside. I come back. She's cold. It seems like she already made her mind. But I don't know what she's expecting. I'm not gonna beg someone that leaves at the first sign of hardship. I thought she would be there for me too like I have been for her. But no. Just a single "I don't want to do this. This isn't working out". No fucking reasons given. All she could do was give me 1 fucking reason other than the fact she doesn't give a fuck about what I went through. I was counting the days to get out of that fucking military base and when I did she abandoned me. No she abandoned me way before I even spoke to her. That's fucking crazy. I wonder who she was fucking behind my back too. How am I supposed to trust anyone now? This shit is crazy. I see other girlfriends too. They're there for them. Supportive. Ugh I'm mad at myself for ever dating such a piece of shit.

 

[Wolf Girl]

Don't beat yourself up for feeling like shit over this. All of us experience abandonment at some point and it hurts on a really deep level. The only cure for what you feel right now is time.