My first and last attempt

[Winniethepooh]

I tried to kill myself for the first time and it was nothing but humiliating. I took an overdose and should probably see a doctor but I don't have the energy and frankly don't see the point of it.

I'm wondering when on earth it will end.

Thank god for this forum. Thanks for being there.

 

[notjustyetagain]

sorry to hear that, unsuccessful ODs are usually horrible symptom-wise. what did you take?

 

[Jean Améry]

It certainly isn't fun to wake up after an OD, I know the feeling. I ended up in the hospital and woke in a hospital gown so be thankful you didn't have to experience that.

If there's a chance you might have damaged yourself you should see a doctor. Permanent organ damage will not make your life any better.

 

[Winniethepooh]

Sleeping-pills. Lots of them.

 

[Soul]

I'm sorry, @Winniethepooh. Lots (most?) of us have at least one "trial run" behind us. It's okay.

If you feel you need a doctor you should go. You don't have to say you were suicidal. Calling it an accident is okay.

Either way please be very good to yourself: plenty of rest, hydration, fresh air and healthy food. Don't fret. If you want to talk you know people here are good listeners. (((Hugs)))

 

[Bigmike1583]

When I first tried Tylenol I took 22grams at one time I did not die but made me hella sick. I went to the hospital and told them it was an accident I did not know the recommended daily dose.