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ddd1234

Experienced
Nov 23, 2021
268
Ugh :/
 
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healthrecovery

Specialist
Sep 25, 2021
378
Go to a private clinic at least convey them. It costs money but they are thousands times better. Whatever you do dont take any injections
By the way they dont really help people in psych wards
 
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chocolatebar

chocolatebar

Paragon
Jul 11, 2021
973
I can feel your pain...
My family has just started to talk about it and I'm already so disturbed and tense.
 
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ddd1234

Experienced
Nov 23, 2021
268
I know I was there. I got injection (relanium) but it was good - I felt like myself for couple of hours.

Now the situation in my head is unbearable, constant ruminating, hopelessness and angriness. I don't have N and I am guarded bym my family 24/7 . What should I do? I have resources, I can go to a hotel, but without N I will do nothing there...

What a shitty situation, if only there was a way to ctb, I think I would overcome SI.
 
Sherri

Sherri

Archangel
Sep 28, 2020
13,791
I've been through that once, in my experience was the worst 2 weeks of my life, hope your clinic is better than mine, my doctor made a mistake and put me in a ward where we couldn't even go outside, there was only 4 times a day for like 20mn each. The rest of the day would be sitting in front of an old TV just counting my days.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,625
From what I have heard psych wards sound very unpleasant. The problem is that the society tries to force us to live but after all it is our life and our decision. We should be able to die in peace without others getting in the way. I'm sorry you are in this situation.
 

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