My ED has relapsed and its worse than ever. I throw up multiple times a day. I can barely eat anything. My life is hell on earth. I live in supported housing and I've begged them to let me kill myself but they say they can't give the permission to do that and it's my own choice. They also know about my SN plans and I'm not sure if they will intervene once it arrives, they probably will. I would rather kill myself at a time of my own choosing rather than suffer and starve in a hospital bed for weeks or months. I've tried hanging myself at least 10 times but I've never managed to make myself pass out. Yesterday I got a little bit dizzy though.
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Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
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