My depression/experimental art

[fultron12]

Wanted to share my experimental art that ive based on my experiences with suicide, depression, shame and guilt, id love to hear what you guys think

Disassociating - Feeling like youre blending into your surroundings

ADHD Over-stimulation

Prozac Withdrawals - Getting off Prozac cold turkey, i started to feel psychosis, i was hearing things that werent there, feeling paranoid, and unable to regularly control my emotions

My Attempted Suicide Spot - This right here is the very road-side cliff i decided to drive 55mph off of after taking over 800mg of benedryl and cutting my wrists. When i crashed, it was 30 degrees out when i fainted, and from some sore of "miracle" i survived 8 hours later. I, still to this day, wonder if i should have survived such a monstrous thing to put myself through

The Hand of Perdition - Looking for false salvation when you cant find it in yourself

Mental Enigma - When the passage of time becomes meaningless. Being stuck in your own thoughts and guilt, hours tick by like minutes

Numb Relapse - After a year from sustaining any self harm, i had a panic attack, went numb and cut up my wrists

 

[theboy]

deep

 

[Sleepdrifter]

Pretty good, The Hand of Perdition looks like it would work on an album cover

 

[makethepainstop]

Wanted to share my experimental art that ive based on my experiences with suicide, depression, shame and guilt, id love to hear what you guys think

Disassociating - Feeling like youre blending into your surroundings
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ADHD Over-stimulation
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Prozac Withdrawals - Getting off Prozac cold turkey, i started to feel psychosis, i was hearing things that werent there, feeling paranoid, and unable to regularly control my emotions
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My Attempted Suicide Spot - This right here is the very road-side cliff i decided to drive 55mph off of after taking over 800mg of benedryl and cutting my wrists. When i crashed, it was 30 degrees out when i fainted, and from some sore of "miracle" i survived 8 hours later. I, still to this day, wonder if i should have survived such a monstrous thing to put myself through
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The Hand of Perdition - Looking for false salvation when you cant find it in yourself
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Mental Enigma - When the passage of time becomes meaningless. Being stuck in your own thoughts and guilt, hours tick by like minutes
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Numb Relapse - After a year from sustaining any self harm, i had a panic attack, went numb and cut up my wrists
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You are very talented! Your art puts actions, thoughts, and reality together in a excellent way. Thank you for sharing with us today!

 

[Regen]

I really like it very much!! Did you have a professionell software?

 

[murphyy]

Wow, those are very cool! I especially liked My Attempted Suicide Spot -- such serene atmosphere. Prozac Withdrawals and Numb Relapse also resonated with me. Really nice work. I hope you'll post more in the future :)

 

[Himalayan]

False salvation? Everything we do is uncertain mate, maybe you meant religion ig. I disagree anyway

 

[ilovemybed]

these are cool!! may i ask, how do you make these? some of them looks like digital art and some looks like photography. is that how experimental art works? im curious

 

[MentalStefan]

Really interesting, I appreciate your art! I love surrealism