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Cheza_mus

Experienced
Jul 1, 2021
242
Hey friends ...I had planned to ctb this coming month.....I know this site is not about encouraging one to ctb but I am explicitly asking for help on how I can be mentally prepared and stick to my ctb...
The things worrying me are
1.the pain that I will leave to my most loved ones especially my mum
2. The expected shame I would bear for ctbing..
How can I deal with?
 
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allthebrightplaces

Member
Feb 21, 2022
19
become more reserved, and dont worry about them. sure they'll be hurt but they will get over it. make sure you have a good plan. everything is prepared and also ik this sounds weird but prepare to fail so if you do dont be too surprised. 50/50 it. having a noncholant idc attitude is best so if you succeed great if not then you can try again yk. this is weirdly not composed ik im just tired. but good luck!
 
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Al_stargate

Al_stargate

I was once a pretty angel
Mar 4, 2022
747
There is nothing you can do about those two things, except maybe trying to make it look like the cause of death is accident or natural. Close ones will be affected, that is something you gonna wanna consider but ultimately we don't live for others.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,717
In my case, I see it as being a good idea to leave a note to those left behind to give them some closure and will mean that they are not left with unanswered questions. I feel like apart from that there is not much that you can do about the pain that it will cause others, in a life like this pain and suffering is inevitable. Grief and loss are a part of life, we will all die eventually. All life is meaningless after all. I'm sorry for all the suffering that has brought you to this point. I wish you the best in whatever you decide to do.
 

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