my bus arrives soon, I hope

[lanax09]

funny enough I've actually had a pretty good day, but I just realised there was no point in waiting till my original ctb date as I'm not looking forward to anything before then but there are things that I'm dreading. I'm going to try tonight, I'm not 100% sure my method will work but if it doesn't then I'll just go back to my original plan with virtually no chance of failure. Hopefully this is goodbye, thank you all for being such a great community and helping me to pass my last days.

 

[boc]

Wishing you peace.

 

[WornOutLife]

Oh dear, I'm so sorry to hear this!
You're so nice! It's always great to see you around.

Whatever happens, wish you lots of love and peace!!

Eternal hugs,

Matt

 

[ExistentialEntropy]

Sorry to hear that. Wishing you peace.

 

[MYStERY_Man]

That blows. I was low-key rooting for your coding prospects.

Oh, well... hope you find the peace you're looking for.

I get CTB at a high, I almost jumped from a bridge/into traffic after prom. It was great, but I clearly remember thinking "it's all downhill from here" as I was drunkenly walking across the neighbor city. I ended up taking a nap in an abandoned plot before coming back home.

Just don't be too hasty. And if you change your mind, there's no shame in that. We'll be here.

 

[motel rooms]

Just don't be too hasty. And if you change your mind, there's no shame in that. We'll be here.

 

[Dead Meat]

I'm sorry to see you go I'll miss you. But I wish you a comfortable and peaceful exit and may you find peace and tranquility. All my Love and Blessings to you

 

[Jumper Geo]

Sorry to hear you want to go so soon as you only joined in April, there's no rush, death is waiting for us all. It's a big decision so I hope you have or will explore all your options before your final decision.

I wish you the best of luck, it was nice seeing your messages, I hope you find peace whatever you decide.

Cheers

Geo

 

[Lost Magic]

A lot of us are suicidal and yet we still don't want anybody to die. Catch 22 dilemma isn't it?

 

[NothingElseMatters]

hush lanax little baby, don't you cry, everything is gonna be alright. you'll be missed.

 

[unperson]

funny enough I've actually had a pretty good day, but I just realised there was no point in waiting till my original ctb date as I'm not looking forward to anything before then but there are things that I'm dreading. I'm going to try tonight, I'm not 100% sure my method will work but if it doesn't then I'll just go back to my original plan with virtually no chance of failure. Hopefully this is goodbye, thank you all for being such a great community and helping me to pass my last days.

I too would be dreading all those counties wanting to catch the arsonist. #arsonistlivesmatter

 

[lanax09]

I failed, ended up just passing out; I'll order some SN but I think I might also give life a shot for a while, it seems like there's some prospect for improvement. Thanks for all the lovely comments!

 

[FuneralCry]

Pleased to hear your staying with us for a while, in the end the option to ctb is always there and it is a last resort if we have tried everything and there is no hope. I wish you the best.

 

[WaterHemlock]

I'm happy you're still with us.

 

[Lost Magic]

I failed, ended up just passing out; I'll order some SN but I think I might also give life a shot for a while, it seems like there's some prospect for improvement. Thanks for all the lovely comments!

There is no rush. Death will welcome us all, eventually.

 

[unperson]

There is no rush. Death will welcome us all, eventually.

Yep death is such a greedy insatiable whore; people tryna rush the relationship w him but the fact is that we all inevitably become his bitch in due time like it or not and sometimes it's nice to relax and take it easy, enjoying the nice kinky tormenting foreplay of life fucking us real good first and warming us up for death.

idk where all that came from, jeezus

 

[Lost Magic]

Yep death is such a greedy insatiable whore; people tryna rush the relationship w him but the fact is that we all inevitably become his bitch in due time like it or not and sometimes it's nice to relax and take it easy, enjoying the nice kinky tormenting foreplay of life fucking us real good first and warming us up for death.

idk where all that came from, jeezus

Life is a bit like a messed up rollercoaster that has no clear destination in sight. A cart going off the rails if you will. I see the Grim Reaper as a friend. I just don't know when that friend will show up. When he does show up. I'll just say to him: 'What kept you?'

 

[motel rooms]

we all inevitably become his bitch in due time like it or not and sometimes it's nice to relax and take it easy, enjoying the nice kinky tormenting foreplay of life fucking us real good first and warming us up for death.

You make gay porn, the most beautiful thing in the world, sound so ugly!