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lifecouldbedream

lifecouldbedream

Student
Oct 8, 2021
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What music would you ideally want to drift off to while you CTB?
 
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summers

Visionary
Nov 4, 2020
2,493
Most country music makes me want to ctb, or at least go deaf :)
 
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ChobaniFlipSmores

ChobaniFlipSmores

Hakuna matata?
Jul 28, 2021
174
Trance/uplifting trance. Maybe Daren Porter, Ally and Filla, or some ASOT with Armin Van Buren.

Example:

 
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orangepotato

orangepotato

Student
Mar 26, 2020
147
Calming music for my anxiety
 
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ChobaniFlipSmores

ChobaniFlipSmores

Hakuna matata?
Jul 28, 2021
174
Trance/uplifting trance. Maybe Daren Porter, Ally and Filla, or some ASOT with Armin Van Buren.
I started making a playlist for the entire day. I'm a bit stuck on which song or two will play after taking the SN.
 
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PrincessInWhite

PrincessInWhite

I just want to sell out my funeral
Feb 21, 2019
650
The 1975- It's Not Living If It's Not With You, The End-Music For Cars
 
ClownMe

ClownMe

Don't Cry for Me, I'm Already Dead
Apr 7, 2021
20,560
Too many to choose from, probably something uplifting but at the same time sad. For me it'd be one of these:















 
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BobMorane

BobMorane

wizard
Apr 20, 2021
162
Drink my N, put my EarPods on, play this song, light a cigarette and sit back comfortably in my sofa
 
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Quiet Desperation

Lonely wanderer
Dec 7, 2020
204
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,616
Funeral Cry by Dark Sanctuary. It is my favourite piece of music and I find it to be quite calming. The lyrics are about death and it is very relatable to me.
Also songs by Evanescence (in particular Hello and Missing) and Within Temptation ( in particular Somewhere and Memories) these are my 2 favourite bands.
 
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fruit-loops

fruit-loops

Student
Jun 27, 2021
150
Not sure yet but I think that Bach's cello can be a very good fit for this last and intense moment, a good companion on the road of the nothingness..

 
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fox_wannabe

fox_wannabe

Enlightened
Jul 7, 2021
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Darkmoon Queen

Darkmoon Queen

Specialist
Apr 1, 2020
396
Nothing, I just want to go to bed and act as if I'm going to sleep.
 
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Yaya33

Member
Sep 27, 2021
6
The album « Les failles » by french singer « Pomme ».
 
BottomlessPit

BottomlessPit

Staring at the edge
Apr 28, 2021
423
At this point I'm not even entirely sure if I'm joking.

 
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AnotherTragicName

AnotherTragicName

Member
Sep 10, 2021
83


Apparently, this song is actually about CTB... Hm... What a phenomenal piece of art...
 
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Monique696

Monique696

Student
Aug 31, 2021
103
This one is a favorite of mine.
The entire album builds up for a grand finale
 
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existtosuffer

existtosuffer

Student
Sep 22, 2021
150
This song used to help me accept death when I used to trip.

 
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Feeding Pigeons

Feeding Pigeons

Warlock
Aug 5, 2021
776
Well idk if I'd play any music as I did it but, this is a song I play when I think about that day approaching.

 
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NotStrongEnough

NotStrongEnough

Nihilist extraordinaire
Oct 3, 2021
85
Weirdly, one is an anti-CTB song, Beautiful Things by Andain -

I actually have an entire playlist created for this purpose. Some songs are general goodbye songs, some are very personal songs. Some are both! I plan on just popping the playlist on and drifting away. Hopefully.
 
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AnotherTragicName

Member
Sep 10, 2021
83
I love Hans' music. Speacilly this one in 8D.
Its the only one I know, to be frank... But I heard it in my head for a while, thinking, it would make the perfect suicide song, then I finally found it again by accident. :)
 
DocNo

DocNo

whatever
Oct 30, 2020
1,753
This song used to help me accept death when I used to trip.



love this track. one of my all time favorites.

a lot of the early aphex stuff goes pretty deep for me.

 
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Jumping_realms

Jumping_realms

★☆★ ☠️★☆★
Jul 4, 2021
482



NIN- "Hurt"

"The needle tears a hole, the old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away, but I remember everything"

"You could have it all, my empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt"
 
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