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[E4syW3y0u7]

I wish i could go back to those times where everything flowed so well.

Spending hours on end, talking about everything and nothing, asking for advice, for comfort. I was happy to provide, always.

I wish i didn't snap, now i'm miserable and sad.

I couldn't find it in someone while i provided it for plenty, or did i ? Maybe i'm just lying to myself.

There's no comfort for me, no asylum, only the end and it's well diserved.

 

[LetMeOut67]

 

[E4syW3y0u7]

I wish i had a place i could call home, my own where i can do what i want when i want to. The only thing that kept me going/sane was the screen and the adventures in it, but all good things come to an end right ?

I wish i could go back to that job i didn't like, waking up early in the morning, driving with headlights reflecting in the fog.

I wish i could go back and not loose it, not hurting others and myself.

I wish i could be euphoric again when i saw that notification on Discord beside your name.

There's no way back, i need to drive that road, i need to drive off that cliff.

There's no room left for anything but regrets...

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Anthrax-It's For The Kids

 

[LetMeOut67]

 

[Aknu132]

 

[witchcraft]

 

[E4syW3y0u7]

I can't believe i was so hopeful a few years ago, just wanted to keep at it despite the hardships and all the pain.

I wanted to experience everything so badly and face life head on after being so scared and being shut in, i found confidence and wanted to move forward.

But look at me now, i had a lot for myself and i found the way to burn it all, hurting others and me in the process.

I betrayed all my principles and my morals, i've failed myself and people that loved me.

I've chosen evil after 25 so years of being a good person, i've been a selfish man and i regret it all.

I diserve no sympathy, affection nor love, i should accept my fate but i would be lying if i said i didn't want any...

It's almost the end and i won't leave anything good behind...do you think you'll remember us ? "Us"? Do you think you'll remember the good and forget the bad ?

I wished it ended under the northern lights of Alaska, it's cringe and ridiculous, but it means something to me, i wish the cold embraced me one last time...

 

[DeersCanTalk]

 

[red24]

Chatgpt

 

[Corovaner]

 

[VanillaCake]

 

[Aknu132]

 

[E4syW3y0u7]

This is it, the last time i run away.

My final act of cowardice, almost there.

Funny how ironic it is, if i had ran away from home much earlier in life, maybe i would have grown into a good man ? Wouldn't have wasted my potential and have all this ressentment?

It's too late anyway, i hope it will rain in this desert, when i finally leave for good.

 

[f1rebender]

 

[star.trip]

2nd Movement


3th Movement


Love Spell. Ritual Fire Dance

 

[Aknu132]

 

[MissAbyss]

Hollow Coves - The Woods