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LetMeOut67

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trent's voice here.... ♥♥
 
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tarnishedstoner

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This is the song i thought I'd play when I drown myself. I've always felt left out and very scared with no-one to look after meeting and I feel like the lyrics convey what it feels like.
 
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This is the song i thought I'd play when I drown myself. I've always felt left out and very scared with no-one to look after meeting and I feel like the lyrics convey what it feels like.

This is a beautiful song.
 
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⊙ 'till i die??
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been listening to matt martians so much recently, the melodies just hit so good. really like this one in specifics
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

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OMG !!!

I had forgotten about Senses Fail 😥♥️😥♥️😥
Thank you so much.... ♥️🫂♥️🫂♥️

I feel a little old now.... 😉😁♥️🫂

Also love Linkin Park and the Bill Withers songs ♥️😁♥️
 
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YandereMikuMistress

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If you're sleeping are you dreaming
If you're dreaming are you dreaming of me?
I can't believe you actually picked me.)

("Hi Justin, this is your mother, and it's 2:33 on Monday afternoon
I was just calling to see how you were doing
You sounded really uptight last night
It made me a little nervous, and a l... and... well... it made me nervous, it sounded like you were nervous, too
I just wanted to make sure you were really OK
And wanted to see if you were checking in on your medication
You know I love you, and
Take care honey
I know you're under a lot of pressure
See ya. Bye bye")

I have to block out thoughts of you so I don't lose my head
They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I'm alone
Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home
There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all I want for you. Will you never call again?
And will you never say that you loved me, just to put it in my face?
And will you never try to reach me?
It is I that wanted space

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you

Hate me in ways
Yeah, ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you

I'm sober now for three whole months it's one accomplishment that you helped me with
The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I won't touch again
In my sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night
While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight
You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate
You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take
So I'll drive so fucking far away that I never cross your mind
And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you

Hate me in ways
Yeah, ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you

And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave
Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I had made
And like a baby boy I never was a man
Until I saw your blue eyes cry and I held your face in my hand
And then I fell down yelling, "Make it go away!"
Just make a smile come back and shine just like it used to be
And then she whispered, "How can you do this to me?"

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you

Hate me in ways
Yeah, ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you
For you
For you
For you

 
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helplesship

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May 13, 2025
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oasis lowkey my soft cheatcode, lyrics that slip in and quietly push me on. running on fumes, but i'll ride the warm lie​
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

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Again.... My 2 favorite Christmas songs....

Mariah Carey-Miss You Most At Christmas Time :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:

Dolly Parton-Hard Candy Christmas :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:







 
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