Mothers against our choice ' the i gave you life ,its your choice i wont be helping ' syndrome

[Foreversad]

My mother knows really well my struggle .she denies and denies and ive been to a path of no return .im in a state severe of harming myself due to helplessness and her avoidance to help me go on to the end of my life journey. Im getting sicker and sicker and weaker .the more i crave myself to rest the more she denies .im insisting on thinking to stop watee and food at all. I want her next to me and she isn't .she claims that she does the best for me by keeping alive while i yell out of pure agony that id wish to be dead .as anyone may notice i have a lot of diseases and im totally unwilling of living any further .there is nothing from my old self left not physically nor spiritually. I bearly communicate with people and i really dislike even making simple tasks .im more than sure that id wish to depart. Yet she still shows no respect to me. She keeps on saying no matter how many times i tried or what way , politely ,crying or even yelling that she will do no harm .in fact she does harm by not helping me .im not an easy situation to handle .most of you have options but my many organ failures give no more option than hanging .yet id wish something more peacefull. I have to ask people about advises .i need your help im in a state of mind that im deeply willing to get hit by a car . completely desperate .how could i make her understand. Its starts getting sadistic and quite bad of her to repeat to me that im all alone in this.

 

[hʚll]

i'm really sorry that you mother is not able to feel empathy towards your agony and suffering. it makes me sad, she's the closest person to you i guess so she should be able to see that you are severely struggling and that you need her help more than ever.
once i somehow asked the same to my mother but she is too prolife to help me. that's why i wouldn't trust her or anyone, in the process to ctb

can you buy sn? it's more peaceful than hanging.

 

[Seraph_Miku]

I can understand both points of view.
On the one hand, you want to end your suffering as soon as possible. Free yourself from the chains of this nihilistic world...
On the other hand, your mom probably loves you more than anything but she was never in such a deep emotional pit. So, from her point of view everything is always fixable if you just try hard enough. She doesn't understand that you crossed the point of no return and no matter what you do, there will always be misery and pain.

I don't think she wants to hurt you in this way, it's probably how she tries to handle this situation because she simply doesn't know what to do otherwise.

 

[FuneralCry]

Life really can be so cruel. It's why I see the right to die as so important, nobody should be forced to stay alive against their will. I think many family members want to keep us alive at all costs, they think they are saving us, but they do not understand that their efforts to do that are just prolonging our suffering. It isn't like we asked to be born in the first place. I wish you well.

 

[Foreversad]

i'm really sorry that you mother is not able to feel empathy towards your agony and suffering. it makes me sad, she's the closest person to you i guess so she should be able to see that you are severely struggling and that you need her help more than ever.
once i somehow asked the same to my mother but she is too prolife to help me. that's why i wouldn't trust her or anyone, in the process to ctb

can you buy sn? it's more peaceful than hanging.

Its just im not having the right absorption .i have motility issues. I would already do this if i could .i hate the fact that SHE wants me to live so i'll live .she makes me wanna go alone like a dog

I can understand both points of view.
On the one hand, you want to end your suffering as soon as possible. Free yourself from the chains of this nihilistic world...
On the other hand, your mom probably loves you more than anything but she was never in such a deep emotional pit. So, from her point of view everything is always fixable if you just try hard enough. She doesn't understand that you crossed the point of no return and no matter what you do, there will always be misery and pain.

I don't think she wants to hurt you in this way, it's probably how she tries to handle this situation because she simply doesn't know what to do otherwise.

What i told her .theres no possibility ill change my mind .she thinks im crazy and i need 'therapy'