Most likely gonna CTB next week.

[TheDoomedDoomer]

Next week I'll be alone for 8+ hours a day for 4 days. For those of you who have got to know me in the short time I've been here I'm sorry I said I'd try to get better or at least travel first like I wanted too but I can't bring myself to do it. I have no energy left to even get out of bed anymore. I've decided since I'll have 8-9 hours guaranteed alone next week for 4 days im gonna work up the courage to take SN. I'd feel more comfortable dying in my own bed then a hotel room. Anyways I'll keep you posted I'll probably do it Sunday or Monday and I'll make a goodbye thread before if I decide to do it.

 

[jitendrabagaria786@]

No you will back out at the last moment

 

[Rogue Proxy]

You have nothing to apologize for regarding recovery or traveling. You do whatever you think is best for yourself.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand the feeling of being tired of everything and I know that it is hard to carry on when all you want is to leave. I hope that in whatever you decide, you find relief from your suffering. Best wishes.

 

[TheDoomedDoomer]

I understand the feeling of being tired of everything and I know that it is hard to carry on when all you want is to leave. I hope that in whatever you decide, you find relief from your suffering. Best wishes.

Thank you for being understanding. I really wish I was given more time to figure things out. It's just I don't have the time or money to go through with it in my situation. I'll most likely be homeless in April and I can't hold a job period. It's looking like the best option for me at this point. There's much more too it but that's the main reasons.

 

[8evergo]

hey bro it's really a pity that you have decided to go now but really wanted to go to alaska take a look at the trip then make a decision but if you want to go now it would be a sad for me a ctb should be decided on rest also wanted to go you know you'll go too but not so fast

Next week I'll be alone for 8+ hours a day for 4 days. For those of you who have got to know me in the short time I've been here I'm sorry I said I'd try to get better or at least travel first like I wanted too but I can't bring myself to do it. I have no energy left to even get out of bed anymore. I've decided since I'll have 8-9 hours guaranteed alone next week for 4 days im gonna work up the courage to take SN. I'd feel more comfortable dying in my own bed then a hotel room. Anyways I'll keep you posted I'll probably do it Sunday or Monday and I'll make a goodbye thread before if I decide to do it.

i will wait tell somer is going

 

[Shu]

I'm gonna miss you dog.

 

[TheDoomedDoomer]

I'm gonna miss you dog.

I'll miss you too and all of the deep conversations we had. You understand me and you listen very well and care regardless of other peoples opinions on things. that's what I like I about you shu. Your true too the people you speak too. You've got good energy bro I'll miss it.

 

[BluesRunTheGame]

I understand dude. I barely get out of bed myself anymore, and I know I'd like to take SN in the relative comfort of my own room.

 

[TheDoomedDoomer]

Part of me still wants to travel before but I just can't get over the fact that I'd have to do it in a hotel. Plus I don't have nearly enough money left to actually travel. I've got about a thousand saved and I'd probably use half that in gas alone. I just think I really should take the opportunity while I have it cause if not I'll definitely have to go get a hotel and there's still risks with that in case you didn't know.

 

[london3]

Next week I'll be alone for 8+ hours a day for 4 days. For those of you who have got to know me in the short time I've been here I'm sorry I said I'd try to get better or at least travel first like I wanted too but I can't bring myself to do it. I have no energy left to even get out of bed anymore. I've decided since I'll have 8-9 hours guaranteed alone next week for 4 days im gonna work up the courage to take SN. I'd feel more comfortable dying in my own bed then a hotel room. Anyways I'll keep you posted I'll probably do it Sunday or Monday and I'll make a goodbye thread before if I decide to do it.

I hope you feel better soon and am sending you hugs, wish you a peaceful journey no matter what you ultimately decide.