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koka

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I have access to 590MG morphine sulphate pills, how can i use them to die, Clonazepam, uh, I can access 10mg or a decent amount, but I can only access benzodiazepines, not other medications, I have zolpidem too, 140mg of it, please help me, I know ODs fail badly but this is what i think could be helpful
 
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I have access to 590MG morphine sulphate pills, how can i use them to die, Clonazepam, uh, I can access 10mg or a decent amount, but I can only access benzodiazepines, not other medications, I have zolpidem too, 140mg of it, please help me, I know ODs fail badly but this is what i think could be helpful
I dont think morphine is strong enough to reliably take that chance
 
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whether morphine OD is fatal or not depends on tolerance, dose, etc... since tolerance is the unknown factor, and naloxone can reverse the morphine OD, it's a gamble imo.

benzo od generally won't be fatal (tho even still, nonfatality can't be guaranteed, and vice versa)
 
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koka

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I dont think morphine is strong enough to reliably take that chance
Idk if this helps, but my body weight is low so i have very low reserves, my bmi is 13.5 or something, and im opioid naive, a teenager
whether morphine OD is fatal or not depends on tolerance, dose, etc... since tolerance is the unknown factor, and naloxone can reverse the morphine OD, it's a gamble imo.

benzo od generally won't be fatal (tho even still, nonfatality can't be guaranteed, and vice versa)
I mentioned benzos so that yall can tell if some combinations helps me to achieve the desired result because morphine alone might not be able to do it,also my bmi is 13.5 so ig my body has less reserves, does that help
 
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Idk if this helps, but my body weight is low so i have very low reserves, my bmi is 13.5 or something, and im opioid naive, a teenager
hi, this site is intended for adults.

also a bmi of 13.5 is critically low iirc.
 
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Idk if this helps, but my body weight is low so i have very low reserves, my bmi is 13.5 or something, and im opioid naive, a teenager

I mentioned benzos so that yall can tell if some combinations helps me to achieve the desired result because morphine alone might not be able to do it,also my bmi is 13.5 so ig my body has less reserves, does that help
Man don't to try to CTB if you're still a teenager.
 
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As a teen, you can be living a completely different life a few years from now & feel completely different about absolutely everything. Your brain is still developing & won't be fully developed until you're 25. This is not the time to CTB. I encourage you to seek help to get on a different path, and to check out the recovery part of the site.
 
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