Missed an opportunity

[Preparingforpeace]

Now I have to wait 4 full days before my next one.
I figured I'd wait, see if anything changed. If there was hope.
It was the wrong choice.
Now I have to suffer through this living hell for longer.
I hate this.

 

[Poor Stargazer]

Dont feel bad, embrace these next days to prepare. You were not wrong to wait to see if things change. You had hope which is simply a lack of experience. You live, you learn. All of the best to you! Hugs

 

[ianista]

I wish you a peaceful travel. I hope you are able to be a bit more relaxed these last days since you know the suffering is not forever, will end and you will be able to end it yourself soon!

 

[Preparingforpeace]

I wish you a peaceful travel. I hope you are able to be a bit more relaxed these last days since you know the suffering is not forever, will end and you will be able to end it yourself soon!

Thank you.
I have my sn ready. And will make the best of these days.
It won't make a difference to anyone but me, but at least I'll know.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand why you would be frustrated, and I know that it's hard to carry on when you suffer. It does feel as though it's impossible to escape from pain in a life like this. I hope that you find freedom from your suffering. Best wishes.