Might say fuck it and CTB

[dark_angel]

I really want to CTB asap. I have all the medicines I need and I have SN. I have the one from "the jungle" website. I tested it with my blood and it did turn super dark brown - looked weirdly clumpy though. I just want to be certain it will work. I don't want to wake up with organ damage or something - I don't want to panic and stay conscious for hours.
Considering doing the aquarium test to double check the SN but I'm too dumb for that

 

[LansJ70]

Exactly how I feel today, I ate at 2pm so will need to wait until 10pm.

 

[lanax09]

sorry it had to come to this, both of you. I wish you a peaceful passing if you do decide to ctb.

 

[FuneralCry]

If this is what you want then I hope you find peace. Nobody deserves to suffer on this earth.