method trouble

[megafire]

Things really just keep circling back, huh?

I woke up knowing I had to do it today. everything affirms that its today, its today! it all lines up. my cat is at home, i just have to go to my apartment to get her food and get Dressed for my Dying.

the trouble is I don't have a method lined up. Ideally I would prefer an OD, but I don't have the materials. Next up is slitting my wrists, which i am worried about not reaching the vein.

Final idea is hanging, preferably with rope. I think partial would be best. Any thoughts on how to thoroughly die lol

 

[Lady black]

Seems like hanging is the best option you have in this case

 

[megafire]

I agree, i don't have many options at my disposal. i'm looking into doorknob hanging. thanks for your response

 

[Lady black]

Be sure the doorknob will hold the force

 

[reticen]

Maybe you should pick another day in the future and use the time to actually research methods.

 

[x~Sophia~x]

I agree with @reticen, and you say your cat is home, could you arrange for your cat to be rehomed if there is nobody else there to look after it?

 

[megafire]

Maybe you should pick another day in the future and use the time to actually research methods.

it has to be today. its become painfully obvious that things aren't changing and my neuroses make living unbearable. if i don't do it today, i'll lose my nerve and float along until things get worse. thank you anyway.

I agree with @reticen, and you say your cat is home, could you arrange for your cat to be rehomed if there is nobody else there to look after it?

she is at my parent's home is what i mean, but that was my bad for not being clear, excuse the college kid type :) her being at my house posed a big problem of how to get her to them without tipping anyone off and her not freezing to death.