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Blackjack

Blackjack

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Aug 6, 2019
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I was diagnosed with ALS 6 months ago and before finding this site a few days ago had tried other methods (unsuccessfully obviously) including not eating/drinking for 4 months (ended up in hospital), pain pill OD (didn't take enough), and partial suspension hanging twice (couldn't find the carotid sweet spot.)

I came here to find resources for purchasing Nembutal and it appears that no legitimate suppliers in the PPH are selling right now, and the suppliers on the regular internet are scammers.

Any other method suggestions? My options are limited because I'm partially disabled now (can't walk or talk) and getting more desperate as this insidious disease progresses.

Thanks in advance for any advice/suggestions.
 
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Berndje

Berndje

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Try Sodium Nitrite.
 
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Meretlein

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Sodium nitrite or the Ami cocktail.

Sodium nitrite would be my choice if you don't live alone.
 
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Throwaway9787

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If you have enough time to use the amitriptyline cocktail (24 hours) I would use that, if you dont, then SN


edit: sorry for self banning, I know i was supposed to give you that info
 
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Blackjack

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If you have enough time to use the amitriptyline cocktail (24 hours) I would use that, if you dont, then SN


edit: sorry for self banning, I know i was supposed to give you that info
No apologies, I'm glad to see you Thrown.

I do not have Ami, but I do have Gabapentin which is a similar nerve/depression drug. Would that work in a cocktail form like Ami? If so, what does the cocktail consist of?
 
Throwaway9787

Throwaway9787

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No apologies, I'm glad to see you Thrown.

I do not have Ami, but I do have Gabapentin which is a similar nerve/depression drug. Would that work in a cocktail form like Ami? If so, what does the cocktail consist of?
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